Leonid meteor showers!

There'll be Leonid meteor showers appearing on next morning!! in chinese: 狮子座流星雨 i think. I'm a Leo! and i wanna watch meteor showers!!

heard tt the meteor showers will be visible throughout asia, indonesia and china being the best location. the best place to watch will be away from urban areas, cos the meteors will be drowned by the local lights, and the ideal time will be from 1am to dawn.. so even though chances of witnessing the metoer shower is slim in sg, i will still keep my eyes on the sky to catch any slightest glimpse of a meteor shower haha.

i never seen a meteor shower b4!!! i rmb my ex-bf told me he saw it @ pulau ubin, my sis also told me she saw it at home while she was staring blankly outside.. lucky them lorh!!!!! i oso wan!!

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i'm super tired right now, and my whole body felt like breaking apart from a session of agressive workout in True yoga earlier on. Damn exhausted and weak, but i still wanna blog.. so forgive my spelling errors or phrasing errors or wadver errors la.

it's a tough day today, at work where i hav to tolerate ppl giving me attitude, with the kind of tone tt tells me "you are incompetent", in which i felt damn hurt and disappointed. it's not tt i have such limited knowledge or wad, and i do know the problems that lie with me. i did strived, but i do not get the answer i want, nor of the acknowledgement. each time i asked a question, i felt the bruise on my ego cutting deeper. sometimes its not like i dun understand, i just need assurance or confirmation to carry on. mayb....... i didnt strive hard enough?? i dunno, but i'm trying.

there's flaws in everyone; nobody is perfect. i tried to understand this, so that i could empathize them. but by doing so doesnt mean i dun get angry, and by doing so doesnt mean i will jus agree to whatever u do. mayb the most is, to note the person of his/her one flaw out of so many, such tt he/she will minimize the wrongdoing. yet some ppl do it the other way - they jus left u as wad u are, such tt u didnt know wad wrong u did and chances of repeating it, thus, will be ve high. true enough, they might jus tut u're not worth to be reminded yet, or they wanted to respect u, as this is wad u are, wad made of u. which way is correct then? it's up to u to decide..

i have done nothing yet to turn the things around, in fact, i might just done the worse, which totally defeatys the purpose. but then seriously, i dunno wad worse i'd done to create such a situation, and it's the least i expected. either way, it's not like i gave up or wad.. i jus withdrew myself at time being 1st, as there are too many problems around me to fret. i dun wanna think too much, cos it's getting darn tiring.. mayb i shld let nature takes its course???

and speaking of tired.. i wld jus want to lie on the bed and sleep like a loghead now. anything i want to add, it'll be continued...

no hardcore drinks anymore

back from the effect of alcohol hell!!! =(

cant believe i got this drunk! went to bbq with colleagues last night and i didnt ate a lot. neither did i drank a lot after rounds of games there. i mean, there's a few times i drank quite a lot but i didnt got really drunk, not as drunk as last nite! all i rmb was i puked all over, i stepped onto my fren's toe after which it broke and bleed, and they send and practically carry me hm - oh no, brought me to my bed instead, and help me locked my front door. 0_0 (but i was really grateful for their help.. and nt to mention how apologetic i am to cause em so much trouble!!)

laid in my bed tho, i still couldnt fall asleep cos of the throbbin headache and spinning head. this is probably the worse drunk experience i had! and it SUCKS!!!

seriously i couldnt determine my level of drunk-ness. but i promised myself, other than special occasions, i will NOT ever got this drunk in public again!

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fyi, i will be moving my blog to wordpress soon. reasons? i got tired of blogspot and wordpress could provide me a more private space for my very own entries. heh.

will update my new blog again. =)

NOT new yr resolutions.

i came to my blog and wow, i missed e festives greetings! in fact, i missed a lot of entries on which i shld have blogged about!! company's dinner and dance.. xmas, and new yr and +++. i'm just too tired and busy!!!

a short summary.. a lot has been going on lately, and big decisions have been made after new yr, mainly based on nobody's influence but mine. these major decisions i came to might have cause a huge impact in my life, and thus i had been bothered by numerous questions i got to ask myself, and not to mention the dilemma and uncertainties while making these decisions, even after i have reached the decisions myself. till now, i'm still unsure tt they are concluded out of rational mind or out of impulsion. was even fearful of how the outcome will be too..

(question mark. question mark. question mark.) =_=

one of the issues comprised in the decisions i made, i understand and could estimate the consequences if should it be unsuccessful. a risky attempt, i should say, not many of my gender are brave and willing enough to choose this course of action. i myself had been struggling for days to make it a smooth one, unfortunately it didnt went the way i want it to be.. i'm such an egoistic person, in fact too egoistic tt to perform this task i had fight the cold war with myself in my head for days, before the devil lose out to the angel tt i could finally settle on it.

(debate debate debate) O_O**

i dun wanna do anything tt will affect the other's life; yet i got so much left unsaid, but couldnt be conveyed. it's ok.

*when we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves.
opportunities are what you should fight for, even when you're given none.

i duno wanna think much about it, only to do my best.

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pack and spill...

to pack my emotions and feelings when i go to work.
to be extra cautious not to let it spill.
to spill when i rched hm.

putting up a front..
to deceive and hypnotize myself tt it's not affecting me,
to look as tho i'm alright.

one day.. you'll get so sick and tired of it.. you'll jus suffer a breakdown.

like today.

ppl claimed tt it's a moodswing, wadeva, bcos it's not. it's fucking not. after hearing an accumulation of some things, after accumulating wad mentioned above, it's alr hard for me enough not to lose control. even tho wad i did was merely a change of attitude. even tho i did nearly lose control in there. wadz worse is i regret the moment i did it, and i hated myself for doing it instantly, but anw.. wads done cannot be undone.

den i realized the real reason y i regret doing it, and i promised myself tt i will nv let it affect me anymore. bcos.. it's no longer my business. if i were to do it again, i'll only let the ppl ard me suffer.. in this case.. i apologized to those who got affected, i'm sorry.

contradicting as it is, i will still continue with the pretendance.

and lastly, control my emotions.

hectic week.

had a fabulous dinner with my colleagues on tues at Modesto!! as usual, meizhen n i wld order seafood spag and 1 pizza. modesto seafood spag.. always the recommended dish to my frens! yum.. *smack lips. camwhore again as always.. esp when so many of us girls gathered ard. too mani pics to put up; i shall jus upload only the funni ones in the next entry.

gotten our stomach even more bloated enuff as we headed to hagen daaz for choc fondue.. i did mentioned b4 tt i'm not fond of hagen daaz fondue as the choc is always so diluted. decided to giv a try again and to our disappointment, it was not only diluted.. the choc was oso not warm enuff! yicks man.. felt tt i have wasted my poor money!! mei zhen complained to the staff there, and she brought our choc away to promise to have it warm enuff, only to found out tt it was even more diluted when e pot of choc was returned back to us. fed up.

attended the so-


called Orientation at True Yoga with lis on thurs; according to wad the person told me over the phone that we will be taken to a tour ard the fitness centre, and could actually start our 14 days free-trial lessons straight away. sounds nice la. but when we rch there, this stupid marketing consultant of theirs came to us and talk straight to the membership point. after so much of the persuading for our reluctance to join such an expensive membership for a yr which costs us $260+, we managed to get ourselves half of the figure and thus, we signed on to the 1 yr membership on the spot.

i think it's quite worth it.. you cld actually choose to go for any classes any time any day u wan, in fact, u cld even attend the classes everyday, with a fix price of $130+ per mth. provided tt you r diligent and discipline enuff, otherwise i think the membership is a waste. N they do have a lot of lessons.. from dance classes to yoga classes, to combat classes and even therapy classes. wooooooooo. i think i wld go for the therapy classes 1 day when i get really tired from work heh heh. er hopefully i wont fall asleep there?

so yep. classes will start soon after i received my membership!! i'm so looking forward!

friday, half day off to Home for the sick Aged. was rather bored there.. i tut mayb there'd be some interaction with the ah peks or ah mas?? but no leh, jus distributing food to em, den watch the performance by some of our staff.. we even went up to the stage at the ending to sing "Tian Mi Mi" (ah doi..........) as a grp. i think i wldnt go the next time n wld probably prefer to join the voluntary work to visit and help out the needys at their own house. probably do some house chores or clean up their hse for them.. den providing em food n all these. tt sounds so much meaningful lo. i'm not good at communicating with the old ppl oso!

went to mei zhen's hse after which, where it is not far away frm the old folks hm. i wanted so much to see her doggie, Furbi!!! extremely adorable!

presenting wad mei zhen called him.. Prince Furbi!!!!

ah yes furbi looked up to me hohoho..

in case u cldnt see, i'm actually massagin furbi's head..

haha.. u can see i looked realli happie in e pics..
i wanted to own a dog too.. sigh but somehow it seems impossible..?

dogs are men's best fren!