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Leonid meteor showers!

2009-11-17T23:13:00.002+08:00

There'll be Leonid meteor showers appearing on next morning!! in chinese: 狮子座流星雨 i think. I'm a Leo! and i wanna watch meteor showers!!

heard tt the meteor showers will be visible throughout asia, indonesia and china being the best location. the best place to watch will be away from urban areas, cos the meteors will be drowned by the local lights, and the ideal time will be from 1am to dawn.. so even though chances of witnessing the metoer shower is slim in sg, i will still keep my eyes on the sky to catch any slightest glimpse of a meteor shower haha.

i never seen a meteor shower b4!!! i rmb my ex-bf told me he saw it @ pulau ubin, my sis also told me she saw it at home while she was staring blankly outside.. lucky them lorh!!!!! i oso wan!!

MOVED

2009-06-28T22:02:00.004+08:00

DEAR ALL,

SORRY FOR THE LATE NOTICE.
PLS NOTE THAT I'D MOVED TO www.cheriesl.blogspot.com.
PLS VISIT AND HOPE YOU ENJOY READING MY POSTS! ;)

REGARDS

2009-01-14T22:59:00.003+08:00

i'm super tired right now, and my whole body felt like breaking apart from a session of agressive workout in True yoga earlier on. Damn exhausted and weak, but i still wanna blog.. so forgive my spelling errors or phrasing errors or wadver errors la.

it's a tough day today, at work where i hav to tolerate ppl giving me attitude, with the kind of tone tt tells me "you are incompetent", in which i felt damn hurt and disappointed. it's not tt i have such limited knowledge or wad, and i do know the problems that lie with me. i did strived, but i do not get the answer i want, nor of the acknowledgement. each time i asked a question, i felt the bruise on my ego cutting deeper. sometimes its not like i dun understand, i just need assurance or confirmation to carry on. mayb....... i didnt strive hard enough?? i dunno, but i'm trying.

there's flaws in everyone; nobody is perfect. i tried to understand this, so that i could empathize them. but by doing so doesnt mean i dun get angry, and by doing so doesnt mean i will jus agree to whatever u do. mayb the most is, to note the person of his/her one flaw out of so many, such tt he/she will minimize the wrongdoing. yet some ppl do it the other way - they jus left u as wad u are, such tt u didnt know wad wrong u did and chances of repeating it, thus, will be ve high. true enough, they might jus tut u're not worth to be reminded yet, or they wanted to respect u, as this is wad u are, wad made of u. which way is correct then? it's up to u to decide..

i have done nothing yet to turn the things around, in fact, i might just done the worse, which totally defeatys the purpose. but then seriously, i dunno wad worse i'd done to create such a situation, and it's the least i expected. either way, it's not like i gave up or wad.. i jus withdrew myself at time being 1st, as there are too many problems around me to fret. i dun wanna think too much, cos it's getting darn tiring.. mayb i shld let nature takes its course???

and speaking of tired.. i wld jus want to lie on the bed and sleep like a loghead now. anything i want to add, it'll be continued...

no hardcore drinks anymore

2009-01-11T18:12:00.003+08:00

back from the effect of alcohol hell!!! =(

cant believe i got this drunk! went to bbq with colleagues last night and i didnt ate a lot. neither did i drank a lot after rounds of games there. i mean, there's a few times i drank quite a lot but i didnt got really drunk, not as drunk as last nite! all i rmb was i puked all over, i stepped onto my fren's toe after which it broke and bleed, and they send and practically carry me hm - oh no, brought me to my bed instead, and help me locked my front door. 0_0 (but i was really grateful for their help.. and nt to mention how apologetic i am to cause em so much trouble!!)

laid in my bed tho, i still couldnt fall asleep cos of the throbbin headache and spinning head. this is probably the worse drunk experience i had! and it SUCKS!!!

seriously i couldnt determine my level of drunk-ness. but i promised myself, other than special occasions, i will NOT ever got this drunk in public again!

wordpress.com

2009-01-08T22:33:00.002+08:00

ppl.
fyi, i will be moving my blog to wordpress soon. reasons? i got tired of blogspot and wordpress could provide me a more private space for my very own entries. heh.

will update my new blog again. =)

NOT new yr resolutions.

2009-01-08T21:20:00.003+08:00

i came to my blog and wow, i missed e festives greetings! in fact, i missed a lot of entries on which i shld have blogged about!! company's dinner and dance.. xmas, and new yr and +++. i'm just too tired and busy!!!

a short summary.. a lot has been going on lately, and big decisions have been made after new yr, mainly based on nobody's influence but mine. these major decisions i came to might have cause a huge impact in my life, and thus i had been bothered by numerous questions i got to ask myself, and not to mention the dilemma and uncertainties while making these decisions, even after i have reached the decisions myself. till now, i'm still unsure tt they are concluded out of rational mind or out of impulsion. was even fearful of how the outcome will be too..

(question mark. question mark. question mark.) =_=

one of the issues comprised in the decisions i made, i understand and could estimate the consequences if should it be unsuccessful. a risky attempt, i should say, not many of my gender are brave and willing enough to choose this course of action. i myself had been struggling for days to make it a smooth one, unfortunately it didnt went the way i want it to be.. i'm such an egoistic person, in fact too egoistic tt to perform this task i had fight the cold war with myself in my head for days, before the devil lose out to the angel tt i could finally settle on it.

(debate debate debate) O_O**

i dun wanna do anything tt will affect the other's life; yet i got so much left unsaid, but couldnt be conveyed. it's ok.

*when we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves.
opportunities are what you should fight for, even when you're given none.

i duno wanna think much about it, only to do my best.

BEATEN

2008-11-20T21:22:00.003+08:00

pack and spill...

to pack my emotions and feelings when i go to work.
to be extra cautious not to let it spill.
to spill when i rched hm.

putting up a front..
to deceive and hypnotize myself tt it's not affecting me,
to look as tho i'm alright.

one day.. you'll get so sick and tired of it.. you'll jus suffer a breakdown.

like today.

ppl claimed tt it's a moodswing, wadeva, bcos it's not. it's fucking not. after hearing an accumulation of some things, after accumulating wad mentioned above, it's alr hard for me enough not to lose control. even tho wad i did was merely a change of attitude. even tho i did nearly lose control in there. wadz worse is i regret the moment i did it, and i hated myself for doing it instantly, but anw.. wads done cannot be undone.

den i realized the real reason y i regret doing it, and i promised myself tt i will nv let it affect me anymore. bcos.. it's no longer my business. if i were to do it again, i'll only let the ppl ard me suffer.. in this case.. i apologized to those who got affected, i'm sorry.

contradicting as it is, i will still continue with the pretendance.

and lastly, control my emotions.

hectic week.

2008-11-07T21:42:00.009+08:00

had a fabulous dinner with my colleagues on tues at Modesto!! as usual, meizhen n i wld order seafood spag and 1 pizza. modesto seafood spag.. always the recommended dish to my frens! yum.. *smack lips. camwhore again as always.. esp when so many of us girls gathered ard. too mani pics to put up; i shall jus upload only the funni ones in the next entry.

gotten our stomach even more bloated enuff as we headed to hagen daaz for choc fondue.. i did mentioned b4 tt i'm not fond of hagen daaz fondue as the choc is always so diluted. decided to giv a try again and to our disappointment, it was not only diluted.. the choc was oso not warm enuff! yicks man.. felt tt i have wasted my poor money!! mei zhen complained to the staff there, and she brought our choc away to promise to have it warm enuff, only to found out tt it was even more diluted when e pot of choc was returned back to us. fed up.

attended the so-

called Orientation at True Yoga with lis on thurs; according to wad the person told me over the phone that we will be taken to a tour ard the fitness centre, and could actually start our 14 days free-trial lessons straight away. sounds nice la. but when we rch there, this stupid marketing consultant of theirs came to us and talk straight to the membership point. after so much of the persuading for our reluctance to join such an expensive membership for a yr which costs us $260+, we managed to get ourselves half of the figure and thus, we signed on to the 1 yr membership on the spot.

i think it's quite worth it.. you cld actually choose to go for any classes any time any day u wan, in fact, u cld even attend the classes everyday, with a fix price of $130+ per mth. provided tt you r diligent and discipline enuff, otherwise i think the membership is a waste. N they do have a lot of lessons.. from dance classes to yoga classes, to combat classes and even therapy classes. wooooooooo. i think i wld go for the therapy classes 1 day when i get really tired from work heh heh. er hopefully i wont fall asleep there?

so yep. classes will start soon after i received my membership!! i'm so looking forward!

friday, half day off to Home for the sick Aged. was rather bored there.. i tut mayb there'd be some interaction with the ah peks or ah mas?? but no leh, jus distributing food to em, den watch the performance by some of our staff.. we even went up to the stage at the ending to sing "Tian Mi Mi" (ah doi..........) as a grp. i think i wldnt go the next time n wld probably prefer to join the voluntary work to visit and help out the needys at their own house. probably do some house chores or clean up their hse for them.. den providing em food n all these. tt sounds so much meaningful lo. i'm not good at communicating with the old ppl oso!

went to mei zhen's hse after which, where it is not far away frm the old folks hm. i wanted so much to see her doggie, Furbi!!! extremely adorable!

presenting wad mei zhen called him.. Prince Furbi!!!!

ah yes furbi looked up to me hohoho..

in case u cldnt see, i'm actually massagin furbi's head..

haha.. u can see i looked realli happie in e pics..
i wanted to own a dog too.. sigh but somehow it seems impossible..?

dogs are men's best fren!

PAIN PAIN (jus a random entry)

2008-11-02T22:39:00.003+08:00

my wisdom tooth is killing me man..

cannot smile properly. cannot eat properly.. well tt leads to cannot bite properly.
i even got headaches occasionally, as to wad lis said, wisdom tooth can even result to headaches.
OUCH.

oh btw, can wisdom tooth also resulted in hormones changes? LOL. bcos a lot of pimples sprouted on my face.. and my face condition is getting worse!! FFFF!

OH I NOE. it muz be the side effects of alcohol. F again!! i needed it so much!!

Happy Halloween

2008-11-02T15:51:00.003+08:00

plans from clubbing at zouk, to pubbing, to chilling, to mahjong at ann's hse!

i think clubbing n pubbing seems impossible tt night, esp with the free entries at clubs! we promised tt next yr we'll dress up for halloween nxt yr heh. hopefully can make it come true den! sounds fun!

ann cooked spag as dinner for us. YUM~ love the corn chicken soup to the garlic bread to her spag!! played mahjong and we had chips dipped with the salsa sauce (gosh.. it's so nice.. except tt it's a lil spicy for me) after tt and the ben & jerry ice cream!!! thanks ann for e dinner! everything was simply delicious tt nite =D

and not to mention SMELLY. shawn dropped 3 or 4 silent bombs in front of us. his farts are DARN SMELLY CAN!!!!! one is fart king, another one is burp queen.. so compatible huh....

no clubbing or pubbing, but i still had fun. oh btw, lis n ann: thanks ar, now i know how i looked like... SOBS~

i dun deserve this.

2008-10-28T22:46:00.003+08:00

ignore my previous post.
wadever the revenge thing i said, in the end i know i'm not capable of doing tt. i'm jus playing it in my head.. and i cannot imagine the outcome will be if i put it into action. anw, what comes ard, goes ard. whatever revenge plan i had, i'd be hurting myself in the end. it's not worth it

ppl come to know.. but i only told one who's closest to me. others might guess.. but i have no obligations to say yes or no. i dun wan it to be like as if i'm spreading a rumour ard, trying to gain sympathy. yucks.

all the while, better.
i finally move on.
my feelings? rest in peace..

Vengeance

2008-10-27T11:59:00.004+08:00

i will nv forget the image registered in my head.
but.
i have erased all the memories.

all the while in my life, nv did i erase my memories like this, as i always treasures it.
honored?
.............................. how about doubled of this honor?
bcos i'm having evil thoughts in my mind now. for so long, such donkey years, had i tried on taking revenge; as i always only imagined it, nv actually put it in action on someone.
now, do you think i will do it, to another person??

memories erased, i felt relieved
revenge taken, i'd feel better??

mayb i will do it.
screw the basturd(s)

Drink.Drank.Drunk.

2008-10-25T22:24:00.002+08:00

Why.
i can see tt i'm having more n more nightlife posts. clubbing.. pubbing..
and here i am, gg to share yet another nightlife again.
lol

- conscience tells me: stop drinking if you do not know your limits

went clubbing with my colleagues on fri nite at a club called dragonfly.. it's like a live band club there? and err i dun really like the music there man.. the band actually plays chi, cantonese and a few of the english songs at intervals of i think half an hr. seriously.. i cldnt see any guys/girls of my age there! all those uncles.. ah bengs.. i felt so out of place.. so i started drinking glasses of alcohol fast and furiously to divert my self consciousness from creeping in.

so wow, thanks to the alcohol.. i cldnt ve well rmb wad really happened... all i noe is i'm huggin diff ppl.. guys n ladies.. luckily i still be able to distinguish tt e ppl i hugged is not strangers, but ppl i noe. err i wasnt able to stand properly oso.. and shit. i muz hav looked like a mad lady in my drunkard state. image ruined man! zzzz... whatever la.

- i told myself: drink more to further your limits.

conclusion.. i dun mind chilling at there. but NOT clubbing.

d.d to life

2008-10-19T21:52:00.008+08:00

my moto:

d.d to life - Drink and Dance to life

fri:

benjamin is bout to get enlisted to army soon, so we were like holdin a gathering b4 he goes in! as usual, timbre- not arts house but substation. simply love the music there, sort of like rock n roll. and the crowd there seems so much younger than those at arts house.. probably cos smu's nearby? saw a lot of xiao didi lor...

was also amazed at how guys' eyes worked. scanning for pretty babes wherever they are at, took only about seconds to recognize the chics, and then forever to talk about them. zzz..... guys = wolves...

sat:

supposingly spending our late nite at dempsey?? i was eager to see how issit like.. but to our disppointment, it's not exactly the type of place me n ting wld like to hang out at.. that place is toooo quiet!! more of a place for couples or families. nice dating spot tho.

dempsey hill!

ting

the strolls ard dempsey made our stomach growls with hunger!! settled our supper at clark quay's tcc.. we ordered sandwiches and my sandwich, i forgot wadz the name.. chicken n coffee one.. is not nice! ex summore.. hai... blame me for choosing tcc!!

and so, we're not giving away our late nights away lidat! we muz have fun! headed to china1, and the place is damn packed!! and the live band rocks!! woo!! i'm loving it man.. and we got high even without the alcohol, partially cos of the nice music, partially cos we saw one indian man with his hilirious dance moves WAHAHAHAA... i kept mimicking him lol.

the night begins like this.. i feel like a bitch, and i will continue doing it until i got tired.

not to mention this ang moh guy kept approaching me despite my numerous rejections.. er so scary. i cant managed to shake him off until he and his frens left china1 themselves.. -_-" and he's not handsome la haha. otherwise..????? =X

oso stumbled into this nice indian guy.. who offered to help us take photos and look after our bags.. wow so nice!! and i got a bit seh after drinking jus one long island (wth?!?!), he asked me to drink more water to purge out the alcohol i guess. sucha a nice guy rite? =)) danced with a few guys too.. and they were quite friendly. phew.. wad a nice way to put an end to my sat night..

oh opps is to start my sunday morning haha. ting- we nd to have more nightlife like this!!

Hindrance

2008-10-19T21:12:00.003+08:00

DAMMIT.

all the time i had been moving a step forward, obstacles will just come into my way, forcing me to take one step backwards again.
and i kept hearing things i didnt want to hear. man, another step backwards.
somehow it jus feels like there's this barricade there, hindering my way.
FUCK.

lets jus see wad i will do aft tolerating all these, aft accumulating all the tolerance.

CPF Sports Day/happy birthday yusri!

2008-10-12T17:38:00.012+08:00

CPF Sports Day 2008

the day was hot hot hot hot HOT!!!! i was sweating alr upon rching there.. and it was a sunny weather tt day.. i can smell sun block lotion on the girls!!

cpf staff occupied the whole stadium... so bishan sports stadium belongs to us!!

hx's sexy mao.. wahahaha

anw hx n me r the only representatives from our division.. and well, we were like blur blur wondering ard until he found the correct spot where we were sppose to be sitting at. was a bit irritated by the poms poms the cheerleaders r holding onto, bcos they were standing right behind us and the poms poms kept brushing my back.

stupid poms poms! heng i nv join the cheerleading hahaha.. i felt stupid jumping ard yelling cheers..!

cheerleaders from other department.. GO! WE R THE BEST!!! den i'm like duh.. wadeva..

watched the relays and suddenly i felt a pinch of regret.. i shld have joined!! ahh.. think i'd get better results if i'm joining! nvm! if i'm not quitting nxt yr i'd join again!

telematch is the last item to go.. and it proved me surprisingly wrong.. i tut the telematch was quite fun! all the idiotic images which kept running in my head throughout the whole day vanished until the telematch started and i was out there in the track..

there were like 12 tasks for 12 of us..? and we were sppose to pick one for ourselves. all the good ones were taken, leaving us no choice but to take the less embarrassing ones out of wad's left over!! i rmb there's one which u have to place a bean bag on ur head and balancing it while moving forward.. so stupid sia! and the other one is to KIAP a bean bag in btw ur knees whilst trying to move forward w/o dropping the bean bag.. (hahaha.. this action is damn hilirious lor!) i chose spinning e hula-hoop ard ur waist for 10x.. better than the ones above right??? can show my skill hehe. hx chose the one running backward.. LOL. i think tis is funny oso.

and u noe wad? we got 1st!!! WEEE!!!

reward: a shoe bag. nice. have been longing for one since long ago but now i got a free one!

Timbre again. Yusri's bdae!

hanged out with the long-time-no-see boys at timbre!!
desmond, yusri, kevinkam, angelis n me. too bad melvin n beng cant make it.

soldier boy desmond. haha

the goodfellas.. music gd tt nite!

us at toilet cam whore again

soldier boys yusri n desmond

stupidface1

the always delicious timbre's pizza!! yum!!! i'm missing it alr!

the guys

happy birthday yusri! i grant u 3 extra ears haha.

interesting tt night. we only got to know tt it's yusri's bdae at the time.. a pity! so it's gonna be a bdae w/o a cake................. BUT NVM!!! after getting the goodfellas to sing a bdae song for him, they actually gathered all the bdae guys/girls to come on stage and do some dirty dancing!!! HAHAHA!! so happening man! yusri was so shy.. n they were like forcing him to pole danced the other bdae gal lol.

in the midst of the game 2 ang moh ladies suddenly showed up at the stage cheering and yelling in an absurb way.. stunned!! think they got too high man. one of e ladies even danced with yusri.. n i can see her touching every of his upper body.. WOO! tt's er.... a well done feverish performance man.

grp pic with bdae boi.. angelis e phtographer! gugu us.. forgot to ask some1 to take a complete grp photo for us!

wa.. sports day sia..

2008-10-09T20:45:00.003+08:00

i'm going to my company's sports day tm. -_-"

fuck. and i dun wanna go man. 1st time in my life i wish i couldnt make it to sports day. i'm not participating relays u see, 1st time again for not participating relays but actually something else. if i assumed correctly, something "childish" else. u noe those primary sch sports day which u r forced to join in some match and had to run stupidly blind folded to and fro overcoming obstacles in the way to reach your fellow team mates???!

i imagined tt now.
and i feel like puking.

can i jus.. take mc tm???
*Wail~

Anger

2008-10-04T21:49:00.002+08:00

if i had this kind of father, i dunno whether it's a bless or i'm just ill-fated.

... mayb both.

a myth is born.

2008-10-04T12:06:00.008+08:00

got enchanted by the cool breeze hitting my face so gently ever, sweeping my hair so gracefully.. and suddenly, it stops. just as my premonition visions warned me, i chose to ignore it.

i was too confident, which was y it leads to huge disappointment.

so den i was threw back into a state of shock which i shld hav expected, as the rain poured down forcefully upon me, soaking me wet inside out. it jus sinks to davy jone's locker.. almost drowning. it seems hard to accept, budden again, it seems hard to prevent. i can sense the determination in the ans.

something like a figure had materialized before my eyes, and now it's fading itself away..

the rain got heavier, this time turning into a storm, a heavy storm which resorted me to run for shelters, whereby i'm protected from the harsh rainstorm, whereby i felt so much reassured. A gratitude for these shelters i had yet deeply expressed.. which i think a "thank you" is aint enough. all i can do is to buoy up and stay strong to return their favor.

..which i think i had already done so. =)

memories still remain, whilst building just a friendship.
a kind of situation i have nv experience b4, but i'm still willing to try.
i dun wanna lose any more friends like i did, so many times before.
most imptly, i dun wanna regret.

from ting's blog:

"time pass. people change. feeling subsides. memories fade.
I think, i'm ready to move on."

thanks for the memories.

i will to, soon.
wait for me, my future.. i'm gg to catch up wit u.

to finish, if u ask me have i ever regretted knowing this person, i smiled.

The choice is mine

2008-09-28T19:08:00.005+08:00

if i were to be given 2 choices at this moment:

1. to stay at home slacking, reading books n magazines, watching tv, do some spa, relaxing.. etc etc
2. to hang out with frens.. chit-chatting, catching some movies, trying out diff food n delicacies

i'd choose 2, even tho i had to fork out quite amount of my $$ doing it.

i hate to be stuck at home, thinking n doing things which i wasnt sppose to be thinking n doing.

went out on fri with sueann, sijia, and sophia.

S hilei, S ueann, S i jia and S ophia.

All S's!!! haha. hmm nothing much.. jus went to minds cafe and played with their games. felt like clubbing at tt moment.. but i'm still a bit sick and the other gals had their energy depleted. so we jus went back hm after tt..

Saturday, initial plan was to stroll along east coast park with my colleagues, with the sun and sea breeze and all, but the plan was called off as one of them was feeling unwell. well, so much for thinking tt it's a great opportunity for me to exercise the whole day under the sun and circulate my blood stream. i want to exercise ahh!!!!!! i wanna sweat!!!!!

so in the end, i woke up as late as 2pm on sat, and spend the rest of my night with ting at holland v.

ting- when can we get drunk together???? hahahahaha.. =P

us at essential o'brien. =)

end my post with my pics.. haha..
narcissist!

Home.

2008-09-24T21:48:00.006+08:00

i'm home tt early.. n sleep this early!

toda i left the office on the spot at 6pm, went back home for dinner, and suddenly i felt so odd, so out of place haha.... well.. to be exact it's been ages since i had dinner at home and most imptly to be eating with my family (without my dad, as usual) together at one table. sigh... 'm wondering how does my mum feel... to have had her dinner alone....?

mayb i shld plan a holiday trip again.. but this time to be with my family. hmm mayb a langkawi or redang trip?? HEH.

anw.. i'm Enlightened lol. all thanks to alphonsus! hmm he doesnt know my blog but still, i wanna say it out loud here:

1st: i knw wad i want - to live a life where i wld not be tied down by such kinda matter. though it's hard, but i know i'm trying my very best to do it.

2nd: i know i'm strong and optimistic, and i will continue this way. it's jus another obstacle to go thru, another lesson learnt.

3rd: one of the lesson learnt - I HAVE TO BE CLEAR-MINDED! dun let my feelings over-ride my mind man!!!

4th: it's hard it's hard... and it hurts.. but if u tell urself tt u can do it, u CAN!!! (quote frm beng hahaha.. thnks dude!)

etc etc etc........ a lot of things i have to keep in mind..
but this is the way.. to survive..

oh ya.. n i'm still trying to make my life back to a normal one..
i pray....................

if u had a bad day, bad weekend..

2008-09-16T21:20:00.002+08:00

parties, clubbing, pubbing.... anyone???

jus try'na to keep myself busy and occupied, even tho i'm so tired, emotionally n physically.
wish this hadnt been the way to start my week, wish everything was back in order - my life as it should be.

dun worry ppl, i've stopped crying. well, tho still sobbing a lil.. but with my frens ard supporting me.. i'm as comforted and happy. a BIG thanks to u ppl.. esp ni.. u always standby me whenever i nd it.

.............. if u r happy as it is now, i'll be happy for u..

now i'm serious.. parties, clubbing, pubbing.... anyone???

souless

2008-09-14T22:42:00.003+08:00

dun ignite the hope in me, and extinguish it jus like tt.
2nd time tt happens on me, how am i able to pick myself up again?
u muz be feeling nothing but guilty, while i'm gushing out my tears with the agonizing pain in my heart, my mind, my whole body.
i'm such a weakling, i guess, n an idiot, for falling so fast n deep into it, and den hurting myself the next minute.
Bruises all over, with no one to tend my injuries..

2008-09-14T21:06:00.002+08:00

been crying for the past half an hr..

n i'm wondered y am i in this shit of mess
y this shit of mess always find their way to me

but now i'm worrying another issue..
"y issit tt i'm feeling so insecured.
how do i get myself out of it.
help.. someone pull me out.."

Makes me wonder

2008-08-23T22:24:00.005+08:00

how things turn out to be this way,

the hurt it caused on me
the anger that i feel
the impact in my life
the lessons tt i learnt
the caution in which every step i took, towards love.

no way i wld forget to add in:

the phobia.

after a chat with ni, we both are feeling the complications in it, i'm feeling wadz she's feeling, and vice-versa. stoned for a while.. else mulling over the situation we're in.

and i'm still thinking....

Changes within a yr

2008-08-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

Happy National Day ppl.

i can see all the red and white since friday.

anw

exactly 1 yr from today, we were still in sch mugging for exams even tho it's a public holiday.

i cld still vividly rmb everything back at those times, esp the part which we couldnt catch the live broadcast of the national day parade, but tried and search for sources time and again until angelis found it but, the parade is alr over. a bit of disappointment we were, yet still contented and happy, with us a huge grp of friends gathered togather in this sch, we studied and played hard, and to me, it cld nv have been a better enjoyment in my sch life.

it made me smile thinking at those times.

time does sail. it oftens slips by without u noticing and one yr after, everything changes. some lost contact, few still in touch, and some ppl changed.

and for me, i'm still searching for excitement and fun, as always. that's wad the one thing tt's not changing.

8/8/8 Friday

nice date isnt it???

went to celebrate my bdae (tho it's alr a day after, but nvm) together with olympic at timbre the arts house and was stunned to see that the seats i booked were located outside.. SO HOT!

actually was nothing much larr.. haha. jus like a small gathering with frens chilling there, listening to the good music by goodfellas. i'm loving this band more and more! ordered a serious yucky drink called the boston beach party. honestly, i'm jus having a bit of sore throat, so i dun nd a cough syrup!! u noe wad i mean???!

the goodfellas

btw, ann n si jia brought me a milk bottle filled with alcohol drink and asked me to cry like a baby before sucking it (yes suck). a bdae special for me.. LOL. thanks ar gals!!

i sucked realli hard but i cant drink anything.. den i realized those babies power seh can suck realli realli hard to drink the milk..

after sitting there for a long while, we decided to go off to the next destination: club, as i felt like dancing. so the thing is we dunno where to go for clubbing, as none of us feel like gg mos, and i dunno wad nice clubs exist in clark quay! searched and i suggust to try china1..

my conclusion is, i love it, except tt it's too small and there's too many ang mohs. they have live band there playing rock songs!! woo~ somehow like a small live band concert. NICE. wanna hang out there again!

lastly, thanks a lot ppl: Jiani, monkey, lis, ann, shaun, si jia, shawn, michelle, zhiyi, beng, desmond, for turning up. it means a lot to me. thanks for the time!!!

and to those who were not invited, my sincere apologies!! i'm jus afraid tt there's not enough seats there, so i played safe by jus asking some of my frens. it doesnt mean tt i didnt tut of ur.. sorry!

****ING SICK

2008-07-06T17:24:00.003+08:00

I'M SICK!

FOR DUNNO HOW MANY UMPTEEN TIMES!!!!

ggrrrr.. and tm i've got to work. wth! cannot bon like i always did in sch la!! kns..

anw, jus a short update cos i'm feeling damn miserable rite now.. splitting headache and the drowsiness from the drugs..

half day off on fri cos i went to participate the laser quest competition held by our company at CDANS!

Definition of Laser Quest: The general aim of laser tag is to tag your opponents as many times with one's laser as possible, while avoiding being tagged oneself. The players are equipped with infrared/laser hand held units and packs with sensors on, and let into a large multi-level, maze-like arena filled with ramps, catwalks and windows. In Laser Quest centers, the playing arenas are filled with theatrical fog and black light lit. And to enforce the vow made in the airlock, employees check on the players in the arena to make sure everyone is safe.

[Source frm wikipedia]

its an exciting game, and i saw the price, it's onli 3.50 bucks per game! mayb we can play ouselves next time??

anw the results were out n we were the last to score. LOL. n my points were the least cos i always got shot!! well luckily i'm not interested to be a policeman.. if not with my standard i'd be dead sooner or later! n mind u.. it's ve tiring!! plus it's my 1st day of eh-hem too.. oh man, it realli drain my energy out!!

tt's when i rch home i found out tt i'm sick as well! gosh.. so suay la..

no photos to be uploaded anw.. cos i lazy. alrite tt's it. i muz go rest my bum on the sofa watching tv le.. so feeling unwell! :(

behind the fur

2008-06-21T20:59:00.010+08:00

met up with monkey n fish and had our dinner at popeye last night after work. was damn hungry!!!

anw after our fill and a bit of chit-chatting session, we stroll ard the shops @ singapore flyer and we stumbled across a bear making shop.. oh gosh.. the bears are all so cute!! arghhh! monkey n i den decided to buy one for our japanese lecturer as a sovenier gift.. and the process of making a bear was so interesting n meaningful!

Steps to build a bear:

1st.
we chose a bear skin and had it filled with the cotton. altho it is the salesperson there who was in charge of stuffing the bear with cotton, i felt tt i'm involved in this process too, becos i was asked to step on a pedal tt force the cotton into the bear's inside.

2nd.
monkey n i were given a heart shaped cotton each, and we were to rub it onto our face and palms, and after which, we were asked to stuff it into the bear's body, sort of like transferring our warm into the little hearts to produce a new life for the bear. ................ so meaningful.. isnt it??

3rd.
bathe the bear by brushing it's fur so make it smoother! i see angelis n jianai kept brushing her ass.. lol. poor bear bear..

4th.
choose an outfit for ur bear!! we chose a kawaii and kirei looking kimono!! SUPER ADORABLE LA!!! and i tell u, there r loooots of outfits to choose there. take ur pick!

5th.
create a birth cert for ur bear. so a yr later from last night, it'll be her 1st birthday!! oh btw, we named the bear kuma mariko. kuma stands for bear in japanese, and mariko is our japanese lecturer's name. =)

6th.
tadah~! the bear is built!!

and u ppl wana make a bear, do visit the Build a Bear Workshop! it's so fun!!!

okie. aside from all the fun n happiness, lemme jus fill u up with my working life.
hmm.. so far i felt tt excluding the part which i had to pick up phone calls, i think tt there's no problem coping with the job. it jus freak me out to pick up phone calls, and i had no confidence talking to the employers who r at the other side of the phone. oh man.... i realli cannot stand it!!!!
and.. about my colleagues.. hmmmm.. i jus felt tt there's something not right. it's hard to describe here. i jus dun feel comfortable hangin out with em; i guess tt's y i am not behaving naturally like wad i am in front of em. sad!

hopefully.. i can tolerate for a yr and quit??? pss i dun realli enjoy this job u noe!

shall end this post with a pic of 3 of us here! =D

T2 Sony Camera

2008-06-18T21:14:00.004+08:00

bought a white colour T2 sony camera last fri at the IT show!!!

yay.. finally had a camera for myself! but it's being shared btw my sis n i la.. i dun mind tho =) it's not like i'm using it alot.

i find the functions damn easy to use! it's extremely user-friendly. i find it a good bargain.. cos with it's touch-screen components, it costs onli $429! and it's realli pretty too hehe..

anw took a photo with my parents with my graduation robes on.. since they didnt attend my graduation ceremony. i told em i wanted to take a photo, and they change their clothes specially to prepare for the photo shot!

cheese~

they looked quite smart rite?? but actually my daddy was wearing a towel underneath!! hahahahaha.. and my mummy was wearing her aunty pants.. LOL. heh..

back to their own clothes..

my daddy was sppose to be wearing his towel.. but i dunno y he suddenly changed to his pants.. mayb he knows i'm taking a phto of him?? haha

k tt's all la.. feeling sleepy alr. tada~

Graduation Ceremony 2008

2008-06-15T18:25:00.004+08:00

sorry ppl for e super late update of my graduation ceremony!!!

anw i'm working alr, at the CPF Building at tanjong pager as an executive officer. so if u ppl happen to pass by, rmb to ask me for lunch!!!! =)

i shall jus write a brief post about it.. cos ever since i started working, my life had been uber tiring.. mayb i cldnt adapt to the working life yet?? and and, i've been damn busy ever since i started my work.. attending party.. gatherings.. seriously no time!

anw pics here!

i'm a sp graduand! =D

nice nice day.. all of sudden the memories of e sch life came gushing into my brain, and yet all of them seems fresh from just yest... seriously.. how can the time pass so fast??

was a bit disappointed to find tt onli a few of our class turned up, and u noe wad??? we dun have a class photo!!! oh man.. this sucks!

btw, i received my 20th birthday gift!!!

THANKS SO MUCH PPL!!! muacks to u! i really really love it hee. every now n then when i wore it i kept admiring the features thanks again!

lastly, i will try my best to update as much as i can if i still had the energy. but dun expect too much frm me!! =P

i nd a new handbag

2008-06-01T13:23:00.005+08:00

yest was browsing thru online spree n i saw this!!!!

COACH WALLET.... i fell in love with it at 1st sight can!!!! it's plain n simple.. yet somehow it looks a bit classic and elegant to me too.. and now it onli costs 99 bucks!!! oh man i wanna buy!!! but but.. i nd save the money for my handbag 1st.. cos my current one looks battered =( SIGH~ farewell to my dear wallet den.. UGH

seriosuly i realli cant stand the temptation.. u think i shld buy?? i'm broke now u noe, n i'm currently waiting for my pay to come in. i nd to pay back the loan to jiani, buy a camera, buy a handbag.. zzzzzzz... how huh?

home baked choc fondant.. YUM!

2008-06-01T12:35:00.007+08:00

will update on the Graduation Ceremony once i gotten all the photos =)

few days ago yi ting delivered a freshly baked choc fondant she baked to my doorstep!! Oooo~ i was so delighted hehe. she wanted me to eat it when it's still warm, becos tt's when it's the nicest!!

looks like a normal choc cake eh? (nvm about the plate, i know it looks or biang)

but look at the choc lava oozing out!!

*on e closer look.. ISNT IT AMAZING?!?!

seriously it's the tastiest choc fondant i've ever ate!! i love it, esp the moment when u have to cut open the fondant to see the choc flowing out.. and den dig in to find tt the whole thing sort of melts even further in ur mouth! YUMMY!!! i wanna bake this when ting teach me how to do it! THANKS TING!!

meanwhile ni n i discussed on baking simpler cookies recipe.. becos we r jus onli beginners. on further discussion we decided to bake viennese chocolate fingers!!

wa... hopefully we cld succeed..!

btw to those who r interested in baking, u cld go to this webbie: http://lickthefrosting.wordpress.com/

and check out the other links inside as well!!

Graduation tm!!! wee!

2008-05-28T23:34:00.002+08:00

tm's e BIG day..
a formal day to wave goodbye to poly life

sigh~ i'm so sad rite now. i jus dun bear to say goodbye.

CHINA EARTHQUAKE

2008-05-18T16:03:00.005+08:00

earthquake strucks so suddenly....

homes destroyed, lives lost..

mourn silently for the dead..

and pray for miracle for the tens of thousands still buried in the rubble

help all the best to the survivors..

fucking entry

2008-05-17T12:57:00.006+08:00

to those ppl who cldnt stand any of the vulgarities, pls get lost, becos i'm gg to start now.

ever since i got this events job from e fucking ml consultant, my pocket has been dropping fucking bombs of money, and it fuckingly bombed my money away.

1st i got sick, i had to spent the money for medicine. then tt day after mich chalet i had to rush down to suntec for their events briefing, i was so fucking sick and tired tt i took the wrong train down, and wad make things worse is tt i was already runnin late for the fucking briefing. which turns out tt i had to take a fucking cab down there and spent fucking $10 of the cab fare. and becos i was sick, i had to down the fuckin medicine which made me so drowsy tt on the 1st day of work i cldnt get up, i had to rush down spending my $$ on fucking cab fare again. fuck.

as if all of these are not enough to blow me up, i jus realized tt the fucking money (i owed ni, which is precisely $100) i transferred to her didnt display on her bank book, which MEANS i transferred to the wrong acc. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and since now tt i had work for this event, i took this as a consolation tt at least my salary cld make up for the loss. BUT. they are onli paying us 7 bucks per hr, fucking 7 bucks onli. and they were asking so much from us. fucking ml consultant. i wldnt work for them anymore!!!!

ok, so on the contrary of all the fucks, i shall now talk about the interesting stuffs working in this event. lemme jus describe a lil about this event. it's TFWA - Trade Fair World Association. in short means ppl from all ard the world will be coming for this event for this trade fair, and onli the rich and wealthy can come for this exhibition, becos the entry tix costs 400 bucks for the visitors!!! so ex, let alone the things the exhibitors put up in e exhibition.

anw, met a lot of nice ppl there! my colleagues, my event hostess, even the ppl coming for the exhibition are so friendly. i felt so lucky, becos i received a lot of small gifts on my 1st day of work as scanner (to scan barcodes on the visitors pass)!!! and on the last day of the exhibition, i received even more!!!

gifts... there're more inside my stomach =)

angel keychain.. i jus wanna show off hehe.. cos i heard tt it's branded and it costs 20sg dollars!!

ni mi and elaine in our uniforms! a bit like stewardess hor hee

the ang moh exhibitor ve gd.. he gave each of us 1kg plus chocs!!! and then another ang moh handed us the angel key chain, and next we also received a key chain from another ang moh, praising us for being nice and for doing a good job =) seriously... i was soooooo overwhelmed by their generosity and friendliness!!! the ang mohs are realli nice ppl!! unlike the singapore exhibitors :(

oh we saw some cute guys too. esp one caucasian who looks damn like brad pit!!!!!!!!! whoa!!!!!!!!!! i realli wanted to take a photo with him at the end of the trade fair.. but we all dun have cameras wit us! he's so cute!!! what a waste... or ya'll will see his pic here. but fret not, becos elaine, rayeth n i went running after a cute korean guy to take photos with him hehe. i know.. we were so crazy rite? lol. he's cute la, but not handsome haha. elaine's the one who went gaga over him. i havent receive e pics yet.. so when i do ur can judge his cuteness!! ;)

and and, do u know tt there are ppl who r named Fucks and Forget? lol. when ni n i were arranged at the registration counter, we were too bored tt we started searching some interesting names. some guy was named Mr Fucks Richard, and Mr Forget Guy. wth?? lol.. such awkward names!!!

well, after all the fuck-ness.. at least i enjoyed doing this event if not.... i'd be in a fit of anger no one cld have imagined....

Timbre- Arts House

2008-04-26T17:35:00.007+08:00

hello! i'm back to blogging..!

had a gathering with al n ni last night and we went to clark quay for our dinner. as usual al n ni will gossip about the company in which ni had her attachment there, and we chatted on our lives again.

searched quite a long time for a restaurant to settle our dinner, becuase every restaurant we went r all packed with loooong queues outside, and finally we had it at azabusabo, the jap restaurant which they displayed lotsa fanciful icecream at the entrance. nothing nice there, seriously.. so dun be fooled by those fanciful ice cream display out there. ramen ten can be even better than them! and ni even found an insect (live) on our grilled chicken plate -__- YICKS. this time we are cleverer - al stabbed the insect with a toothpick and showed it to the waiter, and we got a change of new plate of grilled chicken. at the end of dinner we were all ve ve full!

after which went to the Timbre, its a pub and restaurant with live band there, and it's quite well known in sg. Click here for more info about it!

here's a few of the articles about it in which i extracted from out of so many of em:

and article frm 8 days

from Lime

and cleo

the whole pub was teeming with ppl even at 830pm!! we had to queue up then. seriously nd to reserve table earlier the next time we go there. n guess who we saw???? we saw clarence the kong ribs!!! even tho we alr know he'll be there cos ni sms him to ask him which pub does he recommend other than timbre n indochine, we nv expected tt he'll rch ard the same timing as us! he was queueing right behind us, with his pretty cousin.. heh. luckily for us, we got the seats (combine table with ribs n his cousin) not long before the band starts.

rib's cousin (i forgot her name.. shit!) is a funny and nice person to be with! and all of us cldnt believe tt they are cousins.. becos they were so close together. al even doubt tt they're cousins.

anw, the band singing tt day is The Goodfellas. not bad lar, but still i prefer the band at wala wala. and i really like wala wala better, even tho it's much much smaller than the Timbre. 1st, they got air con there, while Timbre is an outdoor pub. 2nd, the audience's better, in a way tt u can see they realli enjoyed the songs, but at Timbre most of the audience are chatting away. 3rdly, they dont have tapioca chips, LOL, i mean they do not provide snacks.

in conclusion, i miss wala wala. hehe. esp the chips.. feel like asking where they bought it frm u noe.

headed hm after we heard some songs, and ribs's cousin jio us for wen tao shi dim sum.. but we were too bloated, so we skipped and headed home! last night was a great company!

jus love e sch life!

2008-04-16T20:54:00.003+08:00

Monday is e sch reopen day for sp n np students.
i saw my parents fussing over my sis for her preparation to sch, and how i wish i cld be in her shoes, feeling the anticipation to meet the school-ing environment, the ppl.

well, not tt i'm being a bookworm here when i show my longingness to schooling.
i love school life, i love making fun of the lectueres and hangin out with friends, gossiping ard each other's back.
i enjoyed grp mugging sessions, times when u can see ppl getting and behaving eccentrically at their desperation hit the highest point.
i love skipping classes, and heck the attendance!
i love the holidays esp, one thing u cldnt get when u enter the working society.
~~last of all, i love exams.~~

i guess most of u here have alr accepted the fact tt sch life is OVER, and tt u have been working n slogging seriously in ur work. tt's y i'm still stuck here, and for the very 1st time i wished i cld jus get into uni n enjoy sch life again.

a mth more to the actual graduation, i cant wait to see my classmates =)
jus. miss em. so. much.

Class gathering 06 Apr

2008-04-16T12:52:00.004+08:00

i finally update my blog! a bit lazy to blog lar....

5n1 class gathering @ sakura, after sooooo long. wldnt go into details here, jus browse thru e pics i gotten frm mich!

even tho there's onli about 20+ out of 39 came, it was still fun! but i hope to see more faces next time!!

rumoured couple.. oooo lovey dovey~

the girls with mr n mrs kaan

grp pics!! hariz still as funny as ever!

and finally....... ann's unglam pics! there shld be more but i hadnt gotten e pics frm ann. i hope she wldnt delete away!!

i like her spider-back lol.. even tho she removed it doesnt mean we still cant make fun of her spider.. rite??? hahaha

it was a joyous nite.. and i heard tt there'll another one at june, venue's at st james power stn!!! wooo!!! rock u till ur pants drop!!! but i doubt the attendance will be even fuller than this gathering, cos some ppl dun really like pub/club, and i'm sure the venue will change again due to this reason. but i dun mind, as long as there're more gatherings in future!

dilemma

2008-04-03T11:43:00.004+08:00

i want to complain.

i feel like screaming n whining out loud!!!!

1.7 k job flies away in front of me. admin job, 1.7 k.

$1700 OK.

and it's jus an admin job. my lecturer recommended me this job at hospitals, n i'm looking ve forward to the interview, even actually put high hopes tt i cld get this job but.

he called me yest n told me tt i have to commit at least 2 yrs for it.

this morning i called him up n asked if they can wait until my results for admission to uni is out, his replied is no, and my call for interview is off.

i really needed this job, but on the other hand i wondered whehter i wanna go uni a not. i had a desperate urge to call him n cancel the deal, tt i dun wanna study in uni anymore.

howhowhowhowhowhowhow
howhowhowhowhowhow?!!!?!??!?!!?

phto updates!

2008-04-02T19:18:00.005+08:00

this post will be on the photo updates from e chalet!! but i hadnt gotten e pics from sophia tho.

i like the part where we posed nicely so tt i cld place the text above it!

below.. MORE unglam pics.. esp jiana hahahaha..

i actually caught michelle's unglam pic too!! a very very rare pic ok.. cos she always pose nicely for cam whoring. i was so happy when i took down this photo! the next victim i'll go for is jiani.... the photo of her above clearly shows her darling side of her sleeping like a sleeping beauty k. the only reason y i include her photo inisde is jus to fill up the space.

these are shaun lying down (not sleeping) rattling away with his crap.. fortunately for u dude, so far there hasnt any unglam pics of urs, cos u kept covering ur face when i tried to snap a photo of u. these r all. i c whehter sophia has got any or not!

29th Mar Chalet chalet~!

2008-03-31T12:22:00.011+08:00

Chalet with the gurls!!

ok.. this's gonna be a long post. really.

by right the chalet's from fri to monday.. but i onli cld make it on sat after work! woke up late tt morning due to the sleepless night before (i heard weird sounds coming from my room.. fuck.) made jiani wait for me.. sorry girl! n my daddy sent us to suntec for our work. rched there on time and our job is to be usherer! for ur info, it is an event held by Channels News Asia Mediacorp and Raffles Hospital, an anti-aging Seminar. so firstly, we gotta set the place up and pack the 600 goodie bags. my head was swimming with hunger and my hands were numb from packing the goodie bags can.

anw after lunch the event commenced and we were sepearted each for our duties. i was to take up the position for distributing the goodie bags at the entrance, paired with a guy named junyuan. boring boring boring.... my grp r all guys n i'm the onli gal. and they all r few years older than me; all in uni alr. when finally there's breaktime they chatted about the uni stuff and i had trouble understandin their topic, even tho i tried to catch up.
seriously i dun mind doing this work, except the company sux n i jus wished there's ppl with e same frequency as me.

the whole seminar ended at about 5.40pm and by the time we cleared up all the stuff is alr 6+. we ate our dinner hastily n hungrily @ the food republic (pratas n tea taraks.. yum!) and rushed down to meet monkey n fish at pasir ris. they jus had their fun at escape! had clams shared between mi n monkey while monkey n fish ate their dinner. btw, the clams are delicious! how delicious? delicious tt even angelis, who nv eat clams, was satiate with it! i feeded them with clams, oh how nice am i, and after the plates had cleared up we met up with mich and went back to the room for shower.

anw, pls do await for the photos to be uploaded for the next post when i've gotten em from mich.

sophia and shawn arrived later, and while waiting for the rest to rch we had some chit-chatting session at the backyard. shawn was like sharing his amazing stories at sp, when the security guard came and asked us to shush up becos some basturds at the next door complained for disturbing his/her beauty sleep. wtf?!!?!?! who in the world wld spent their money @ chalet sleeping this early?!?! it's onli like.. 11+pm?? i mean, most ppl booked chalet bcos they wana have fun, isnt it so? unless i'm mistaken tt there might be a couple next door trying to do their thing, or i cld not have seen y they shld be complainin.

ann n her frens arrived and soon we were playing alcohol games. International Card Game. i muz admit.. it's sooooo fun!! jiani slept when the game commenced, so leaving me, monkey, lis, ann, shawn, si jia, sophia and michelle playing. i rmb ve well tt i got forfeited most of the times, and i got sabo most of the times, generally, means i'm one of the victims who drank the most, even with jiani's and sophia's n shaun's help by downing my remainin alcohol. but no, i'm not the 1st who got K.O!!

1st to K.O - ms sueann. extremely tired n a few bits drunk.
2nd to K.O - ms angelis. extremely red after a few mouthfuls of the alcohol, she dropped dead on the bed.

n all 3 of em wrapped with blankets from head to toe like cocoons. ENORMOUS cacoons. shawn went to sleep too, he had another of his tough training sessions the next day.

and we, the remaining survivors, went on playing for the rest of the night.

after a few rounds i must say tt i'm drunk! yes. look at my drunk deeds!!

DRUNK DEED #1: did i mentioned tt i went to the toilet, but i forgot to lock the door? oh well, luckily i rmb to close it.

#2 after relieving my bladder i nearly forgot to flush it

#3 i cldnt walk properly

#4 i was on the verge btw crying n guffawing the same time, but being semi-drunk, i'm conscious enuff to control my emotions.

#5 i puked, but not much

#6 i was snorting quietly to myself in the toilet.

#7 i can speak fluent n better english!! mayb next time i shld have a sip of alcohol b4 i go for interview

..............................seriously, this is the 1st time i got to this drunk. not a really nice scene. ugh.

after puking, they all realize tt i shldnt take anymore alcohol, they, or rather ms sophia, suggested to reduce my sufferings by changing the forfeit - i was to dance every time they picked their cards. with diff types of dance. this, makes me wonder whether i have to thank sophia or to complain. *giving a grim stare - thanks ar sophia!!!!

den i realized how tired it is to be dancing n drunk at e same time!! mayb it is the dance tt drain me out, not the alcohol!! when finally i quitted the game n chose to have a sleep, i found tt i cldnt slp at all.. even tho i'm so tired! i wondered how they can sleep on a bed which kept bouncing up n down without feelin giddy!!! so i jus merely closed my eyes, and then woke up again n watched em played, even witnessing the 3P scandal.. (pss!! there is NO sex invloved ok. for gods sake)OMG. then there's another 4P lol. either way we were making fun from ann's rumoured couple frens to shaun tan, who's at his 1st stage of drunkness - mumbling n muttering a lot of crap under his breath, for. a. looooooooong. time.

from wad i c his other signs of drunkness includes
a) hitting the person with pillow when they criticize him
b) telling off the person when they say the wrong word and
c) amazingly, he cld even exchange jap conversations

finally the morning sun creep up, we went for Mc breakfast (with shaun attempting to follow us, but failed. and mich snuggling with her guy, sleeping) and after breakfast, we packed up and headed home, leaving behind the rest of em who were still sleeping to book out when they finally woke up. all were bleary-eyed n extremely tired.. but but, it was fun n enjoyable =) really. it was a blast! tho i cant believe i drank this much... my parents gonna kill me for it if they know. so shhh..!

looking forward to mich's chalet!

dawdling days!

2008-03-27T13:28:00.004+08:00

2o/03 (day before gd fri)

met up with lis, pw n beng at the evening for dinner and then wala wala next. chatted lots as we exchanged news n gossips, esp about each of our working life! after a long while of consideration by pw, we wandered ard holland v for the list of restaurents and finally settled on NYDC. finally. haha. den guess wad?? we saw zoe tay there! she's thin in person, doesnt looked like some post-pregancy mother at all. dressed simple n casual, we caught her coming in with her frens (or maybe her crew). so ironic la! didnt get to c her in mediacorp for all these days i worked inside but i only managed to c her in the mist of after-work-for-fun ppl in holland v. duh.

we had our delicious n fun ice cream at cold rock before heading to wala wala then we realized tt we had went a lil too late cos it was packed. u even had to queue up for space (not even seats ok) at the 2nd live band level. ok another yet wandering ard for something to do n we ended up at star bucks for some chit chat n reminisce on the silly stuff back in poly life! it was fun, even tho u're jus spending time talking at a cafe. =)

went back late at night then, cant wait for the next gathering!!

23/03

ann jio us out for dinner @ Newton!!! wondered y did she arrange such an early time for dinner but well, luckily i felt hungry already!! we had a scrumptious dinner!! Mmmm i love the lala, the stingray.. everything except the.... wadz its name? gong gong? or chuk-chuk? the one u needed to suck it out de. ve strange name la, cant rmb haha. den ordered chicken wings.. lucky they didnt order summore.. i'm so full! OH, thanks to ann for treating us the chicken wings!!!

after which went to emax @ cini, rented a movie called BLADES OF GLORY. ppl, ya'll shld catch this movie man it is sooooo funny! really, i'm like gasping for breath when watching this!!! then we had some coffee (for me) and a mouth watering hot choc cake shared btw angelis n i at starbucks (again.. i noe i noe...). chit chatted a while n we went back home. personally i think it's quite enjoyable even tho it's not a big grp. n i definetely wanna go back to newton for dinner again!

26/03

accompanied ni to jurong island to check out the working place, where on the next day she'll be having her interview at. it is one hot afternoon, and we 2 girls are like wandering ard at the remote industrial area, with a lot of huge trucks passing by us. so scary!!! wherever we walked, the uncles stared at us.. even wolf-whistled to us!!!

we even got lost while trying to find the company, bcos it was located too far inside from the main road. then when we were walking out to take the bus, one of the huge trucks had it's window scrolled down and this malay guy inside shouted "eh girls!! going where??" FREAK!!!!! omg! we were so outraged; jiani even had the interview cancelled, gd for her. like so dangerous lo.

we felt so sticky n sweaty after the trip there, but still went to ikea as planned. thanks to des i took a bus down frm queenstown and we strolled ard there. i was like so awed by the designs every now n then.. i wished i can design my own room!!!! but got no $$ tho.. sadded. then i was also extremely thrilled by the sweden meatballs!!! oh man it is sooooo yumilicious like my frens told me! i'm loving it woots! i wanna try their chicken wings next time too, cos i saw a lot of ppl eating it. mus be nice.. Mmmmmm...

3 days of work @ Mediacorp

2008-03-21T11:28:00.006+08:00

last fri had dinner with the girls and the person from MC called again, telling me that the position Assistant Producer (AP) is put on hold and she wondered whehter i cld go down for 2-3 days part time admin job instead.

well, y not? aint got things to do anw.

1st day - went down there and was introduced to the person-in-charge; was sooo nervous (i dunno y!) when all i nd to do is jus do admin job... i kept imagining the ppl there being mean to me haha. but it was ok overall, they bo chap me while i jus do my work. most of em are english speakers there, n i felt so distant from em haha. well it's not tt i dun speak english, it's jus tt the way u speak ur singaporean broken eng sounds so odd out of their fluent eng, which makes mi pretty self-conscious when i opened my mouth.

nah, the office.. and my entry pass..

uh-huh. i'm workin at CNA

bcos i'm onli a part-timer, so i get visitor pass instead of the real pass!

anw met the current AP there and she brought me to lunch during lunch break. she's pretty friendly, and she filled me in with some info about this AP job. oh, and i saw one artiste frm ch 8 but i forgot wadz his name.. he's eating with his crew i think. the canteen is quite small, with onli ard 7-8 stalls. imagine u had to eat these food everyday, and cant go out to have meals cos the nearest shopping mall or hawker centre is some distance away..! *DIAO

back to office to work on files again then my daddy's fren zhenyi auntie came to find me!! ooo!! i'm so surprised! den i found out tt her office, which is the chinese department, is jus opp to mine! i went over to her office and the ppl there are so friendly, friendlier than those at CNA. and then i oso found out tt my pa was quite popular at their department cos he attended their programmes frequently heee.

2nd day - these 2 days i've been staring at the com for whole day and i think i'm gonna be blind soon. -_- my eyes, are ve ve ve tired! sometimes i jus wished i cld lie and close my eyes for a while. same as 1st day, been dealing with documents and sorting em out.. editing the letters etc etc.

den after lunch auntie toured me ard mediacorp! weeeee!! to studios where they broadcasted the news.. to the tiny room where they control the live programmes.. and to the drama studios where the artistes had their scenes of TV drama filmed! the signboard hanged at the door says "DO NOT ENTER" but we entered anw hehe.. and saw mo xiao ling and lee jing mei acting in the fake "living room". mo xiao ling kept having ngs.. haha. wasnt allowed to take pics so no photos =)

after which, i went back to office n discovered tt i had some idling time cos the person-in-charge was nt there n i had nothing to do. nothing. i cldnt serve net (the connection sot sot de) n i've got no mag or books with me; i ended up playing games Solitaire and drawing n writing stuff on the paper.

my working space

stuff i drew

3rd day - almost had everything they wanted me to do completed. saw NAT HO during lunchtime!! he's sooo handsome!! but a bit short tho. after lunch got everything done and they say i can leave!! it's onli ard 230pm..? i dunno where to go cos later at night had gathering with poly frens, but in the end i went back hm to slp cos i felt so sleepy.

ok about the job, i dun think i wan it now, at least not in CNA. look, $8/hr for admin job and the same amount of pay for the AP job??? then might as well i do the admin job with the same pay but less work load!!! auntie oso told me tt mediacorp's ve stingy. the pay u got is lil, and u wld not get much even if u stay on longer too! auntie also adviced not to go for the mediacorp if u wan to work on longer basis.. but if it's for fun and interest on short term den it wont hurt trying. mayb i'd go for the drama's AP or wad, at least it's more fun n interesting than at CNA.

yupp. jus considering la.

Channels News Asia..? OMG

2008-03-13T11:18:00.002+08:00

a great THANKS to everyone who wished me gd luck!!!
thanks too, to angelis n ting for their advices..!
i'm also very grateful to alphonsus for his sms on interview earlier bcos i kept going thru wad he said before the interview!
lastly, an enormous thanks to jiani!! she acc me the whole day despite the extreme weather and kept advicing me what to do! love ya NI!! (as a fren hor.. haha)

it was a short 15-20min interview and was ve ve intimidating..! i rched there at 450pm and was given a pass at the reception corner (u nd a pass to get in) and i waited for the person for 30min. then before i knew it, i was inside a room with 3 ppl interviewing me!!!! gosh i was so stunned! anw, they asked me what do i know about this position i'm applying for and i said i actually have no idea which position i'm doing............. which makes me completely an idiot who is not prepared for this interview!! SHIT! how do i know? it's thru my dad's fren reccommendation for this position and no one tells me about it, which made me think that they'll actually fill me with details in this interview. but well they did in the end, and the post i'm applyin for is Assistant Producer!!

the 3 ppl inside there are actually Producers then, and they're prodcuers from Channel News Asia.... *fainted. then they asked me how comfortable am i in English, i was like ahh... quite comfortable lor. then i continued by telling em tt i actually wanted to take up lessons to improve my english, and tt i know how impt it is esp in this Media Industry. well then, they asked me a lot of things.. bla bla bla.. and they also described the jobscope of Assistant Producer.. which....... made me freak out abit..

when i go to this interview, i knew tt this job will be quite stressful and hectic. nevertheless, the description of this job still caught me off guard, and i actually showed it accidentally. the working hrs is from 830 to 6pm.. and they told me their expectations of me committin more time in this job.. which means OT lor. $8/hr, and they said it's the experience tt matters, tt is, if i have the interest in Media Industry.

i'm not selected yet, but i'm still thinking whether to go for it if i were to be selected. in dilemma now, and the word 'stress' keep going around in my head.. CAN I HANDLE STRESS?? this job aint easy..
oh man. i think i nd to call for help again....

the call from MediaCorp!!!!

2008-03-12T11:38:00.004+08:00

OH YEAH I RECEIVED A CALL FROM MEDIACORP!!!!! WOO!

jio ni out to shop for my interview clothes and accessories yesterday jus in case someone asked me down for interview when this person from MediaCorp called!! i was sooo elated! initially she asked me down yest at 5pm for interview but i wasnt prepared bcos i dun have any nice formal clothes yet. so i requested for today's interview instead.
yepp. today 5pm interview.

i'm soooo nervous now. i dunno wad to say!! i rmb advicing ann for her interview and now i cldnt do it. LOl. wad i'm doing now is try to ease my tension by playing games. shall blog again after the interview!

letter from Ministry

2008-03-10T23:56:00.001+08:00

I'M SO CASHLESS N JOBLESS!!!! UGHHH!!!!

received a letter and an email from the ministries- Ministry of Foreign Affairs and the Ministry of Education. the former said i got shortlisted and asked me down for interview, and the latter said i have to wait to be shortlisted cos there are toooooo many other applicants competing for this position (Management Support Officer and Corporate Support Officer). great.

this is the email from the Ministry of Foreign Affairs:

Dear Cherie ,

APPLICATION FOR A CAREER IN THE MINISTRY OF FOREIGN AFFAIRS

Thank you for your interest in our Ministry and congratulations for being shortlisted for the selection process for the post of Management Support Officer. Our selection process consists of 2 stages. Stage 1 of the selection process consists of the following assessments:-

(a) Writing Skills Test
(b) Logistical Skills Test
(c) Situational Judgement Test
(d) Personality Test

You have been scheduled to attend the tests on 20th March 2008 (Thursday). The details are as follows:-

Venue : Ministry of Foreign Affairs

The Press Room (Main Lobby, Ground Floor)
Tanglin Singapore 248163

Start Time : 12.45 pm (please be punctual)
End Time : 5.30 pm (estimated)

MY GOODNESS LA!! interview's time is sooooo long!! and there are alr 4 tests awaiting for u for this 1st interview, just the 1st interview only. god knows how much stress there is for the 2nd interview! ni went to the interview alr, and from wad she described, i made up my mind not to go for this interview. forget it...

next the letter from Ministry of Education:

Your application is currently receiving our attention and will be considered in competition with other applicants for the same position. As the ministry receives a large number of applications, we regret that only short-listed applicants will be notified to attend an interview.
well. simply put it this way, in other words, wait long long lor.

fine then. it's not like i will die without the ricebowl from the Ministry. right now i'm waiting for the call from MediaCorp =D oohhh.. how i wish to work in the media industry!!

WALA WALA live bands (best!)

2008-03-06T20:49:00.004+08:00

met up with ni in the afternoon to take her passport photo and after which, i went back to school! awwww school.. had this complicated feeling when i was there.. i simply miss the school so muchie!!!!!! same school as me, ni felt otherwise!! she was like, "huh.. back to sch again.. sian.. waste my time....." no feelings at all de leh! hai!

walked past fc 2, and i was surprised to see that it was under renovation!! finally la! but y muz it have to wait until we are graduated from sch???!
AH! i know. must be someone from the head heard about our project on renovating fc 2. HEH. am i thinking too much?

anw went to find mrs soo to get back my long-lost log book but she wasnt there. then i went on to find my fav lecturer MR ISLAM. surprised to see him in his office!! ahhh miss him so much too! chatted a while with him and he recommended me a job in steel industry but i werent interested haha. NO, I DONT WANNA WORK WITH STEEL!

had some snacks at vivo before we went down to meet the gurls!! Wala Wala pub at holland V.
woooo~! ordered drinks (mine is margarita- NOT NICE) and we've got free flow of snacks.. the tapioca ve nice!!! delicious! we kept asking the person to top for us. again n again k haha. ann's table ve hungry ah. they ordered lotsa food! our table jus ordered chicken wings with the free flow tapioca. den i oso got red pretty fast cos i think my drink contains more percentage of alcohol ba..

at first we came in there's this band singing.. uh..... dun realli like the songs. den came the 2nd band....... i LOVE the songs!!! esp Britney's Spears "Hit Me Baby 1 More Time", Hinder's "Lips Of an Angel" so and so... ok lets say overall.. i LOVE the atmosphere! i LOVE the ambience! most of all i LOVE live bands!! it's sooooo cool man! i even told em to make it a weekly routine to Wala Wala or other pubs with live bands.. might even ask my poly frens about it. woo!

Singapore Zoo Trip!

2008-03-03T21:46:00.016+08:00

after lotsa postphones.. we finally meet up for the zoo trip!! weeeeee~

met up with beng, lis and desmond at lot 1 and i gotta buy some snacks there in case i got hungry or mouth-itchy. chatted non-stop with beng haha. melvin n yusri rched afterwards and we headed to catch e bus to zoo.

halfway down there, it began to rain!! oh man! but when we rched zoo, it has not started to rain yet.. but i predicted tt it will rain soon cos of the gloomy sky... anw. we asked someone to take pics for us n here it is..

Singapore Zoo.. YEAH!

okay. i got tooooo much photos here n i dunno which to upload. most of them contained animals. so.... i shall jus upload those which are rare and those of which are interesting!

Cute ducky!

this lemur ve naughty!!! keep scaring ppl. we're one of his victims lor!

snakes and turtles..

us and ah meng's monument...

ah beng and ah meng.. HAHA..

her grave..

Something which i took down for jianai.. LIVING TOGETHER IN PEACE. i hope she feels guilty for betraying her frens n family to stand alongside with us humans.. keke

cockroach head!

tt's how it looks when i look closely to ann's face..! haha..

BATS.. their wings looked like some soft fabric to me..!

polar bear feeding time.. the one's in water is the son and the one's on land is his mother. somehow we all agreed tt her son looked more like a parent than her mum cos he looked older! and her mum looked so much cuter than him!! hehe. we were like waiting for the mother to jump into the water.. but looks like she's ve reluctant to.. hmmm..

scary.. isnt it?? i wonder how she talks n eats!!!!!! n.. wad about kissing????

did i mentioned tt the tiger kept staring at beng?? "Mmmm.. this looks yummilicious.." haha

the biggest rat in the world!!

here it is.. hiding behind some rocks. strange looking mammel. the face ve big..

i love this performance best! the host were quite humorous and the seal is ve adorable!! awww.. feel like hugging it! it's ve talented too..! making fun of the audience in front by splashing loads of water to them.. haha.

BABOONS..

saw lotsa big and red buttocks.. and it was immensely fun teasing them!!! esp when beng tried scaring them.. then one of the bigger baboon of it's group got angry and sprint towards beng. luckily we've got this glass protected or else he will get clawed and scratched at! we also witness a gay-gay baboon make love scene LOL. budden one of the realized tt he chose the wrong partner n walked away hahahaha...! and also a couple where one of the 2 keep hugging it's partner whereas the latter keep running away from it. funny la..

this is the scene which we saw the newborn baby being tortured by it's mother!! the baby tried standing up to walk but it's mother kept pushing it and trampling it with her feet!! we dunno why man.. it was like watching the live discovery show haha. the poor baby...!

we had to rush to see everything we wanna c by 6pm cos tt's when the zoo closes. so after tt, went to have ice creams while waiting for my daddy to fetch beng, des, mel n yusri to mrt stn while send angelis n i home! tired!

hell these KIDS.....

2008-03-03T19:03:00.003+08:00

yest went to eat breakfast with my mother at the market.. den there were 2 kids sitting at a round table beside us. insolent brats.. i saw one of the kids commanding her mother what to do in a authoritative tone and her mother actually listened to her without even correcting her behaviour. nowadays kids...........!

den i finished my meal early and wanted to order a drink so i was looking ard for tt coffee auntie. den i saw her serving at a few tables away from the kids' table such that i stare behind their heads so as to get prepared to catch tt auntie's attention to order my drink. i was staring for a moment, when i realised tt the 2 kids were whispering to each other and looking at me!!!! WAD THE HELL?!?!? i caught a few words like "...keep looking at us..", den they giggled and looked at me again. by then i was already glaring at the girl who was still looking at me. it was after a moment they continued doing their own things again. next after a few minutes they began gossiping at other ppl in whispers again!! my goodness la!!! what's with these children and their parents???!!!

I LOVE STUDIO 54! (oh so retro~)

2008-03-01T23:23:00.004+08:00

BEWARE OF THIS GUY...

anw latest news was tt he's last found to be at bukit batok nature park.. ARGH Y BUKIT BATOK!! pray hard tt he'll get caught soon..

went to MOS last night to celebrate bee lye's bdae!! but we were late tho. anw stood outside waiting for bee's frens to arrive from about 10+ to 12+, and we didnt know tt it's alr 12!!! tut we cld countdown for her bdae but well, we onli managed to wish her a happy bdae once we discovered tt it's alr 12.05am.

lets jus say tt for most of the night, we were like wandering ard to find the right music and feeling. smoove sucks tt night, den we moved on to the main arena. but the music there weren't realli nice too. den we moved on to studio 54. after tt we found tt it's a lil warm there, we went back to smoove again. zzzzzz............... but anw. eventually we found tt studio 54's the best! love the music and atmosphere there!! most of the clubbers there were dancing happily, well, not dirtily. shall hang back there again for the next visit!!

was wandering whether to stay over at ann's hse cos wanna save taxi fare.. well in the end we caught the last night bus (luckily) to bt panjang, and from there i took cab home. i was running towards the bus stop after returning bee her bag when a grp of ang mohs shouted "RUN RUN!!!!" after me! STUPID ANG MOHS!!! kanasai la!!! so malu lor! ggggrrrrrrrr...........

rched home 5am and i was really hungry, and really tired. but i only gotta sleep after eating which is ard 6+am. den woke up at 10+am becos a lot of aeroplanes flew past!!! NOISY LA. it woke me up! den i was wandering whether the planes are the fighter planes from the air show. hehe.

tm zoo zoo!! woo!

RESULTS!

2008-02-28T21:08:00.006+08:00

sem 2 results finally released!!

but i was a little disappointed tho. looks like i overestimated myself.

was hoping to get a gpa of at least 3.2 and above.. but well, i jus got an increase of 0.1. GREAT.

how can i make it to uni like this?!?!

received my result slip from jap cultural society. hmmm at least i passed =)
now i'm wondering whether to move on to jap language next level or take lessons to improve my english.. or both??

the night before met up with al n ni and we went to discuss about job interview, and al advises us on various issues about it. one thing i'm sooo delighted about was tt his mention of a job of assistant journalist to me. ASSISTANT JOURNALIST!!! man. i love tt job. if onli i'm graduated from the diploma of mass com, so that the chances of his fren employing me wld be high! i got d7 for my eng oso, tt means my chances is very slim. sigh... maybe i can be a chinese journalist instead??? keke.. but i think they wld prefer uni candidates.... SIGH~ this is my FIRST time tt i'm soooo keen and interested in a job. what can i do to make it come true??? and how long can this interest last???

Singapore Airshow 2008

2008-02-25T21:00:00.016+08:00

woke up early in sat morning and was late to meeting the ann, jianai, lis for breakfast! sorry sorry hee.. didnt slept well the day before cos watched Noroi the Curse at ann's hse. Scary movie lar!!!! i think the scariest horror movie i watched so far. EEEK

after having our breakfast took a bus down to orchard to take the shuttle bus to the air show at meritus mandarain hotel. so ex la the 2 way tix.. costs us $10 + the airshow tix which's $20. so total of 30 bucks spent!

board the bus and it was quite a way down to the venue, and there were so many vehicles!! JAM JAM JAM AH!! look:

in the bus..

dunno y the bus stopped suddenly in the middle of the lane.. the driver then asked us to alight and walk there instead of waiting in the bus impatiently. well, we decided to got off the bus and walked down! after we rched we still had to queue.. then ann started taking pics of these 2 kids peeing.. LOl

nice scenery..

the queue... lotsa ppl!!

jus when we finished queueing the aerospace flying display started!! jus in time woots!

i think this stunt was amazing! 2 planes flying towards each other and crossed by such small distance!!! COOL MAN!

the other plane was concealed

ok. this is my fav part. THE HEART SHAPE!!!! so pretty cannn!!!!!! u can see the planes drawing the heart shape at it's bottom. den the 3rd plane fly past to draw a arrow across the heart!!! awwwwww.....

we queue to get a look inside the plane..

the insides of e plane

anw it was sooooo hot and stuffy tt day! i felt so smelly and sticky.. oh and not to mention, i feel hot when i went to take a pic with e pilot over here! woo! hehe..

notice my jovial smile. =D

angelis n her future bf haha

at the end of the day i felt light headed and smelly.. my goodness. think it's due to the heat and the hunger! and we still had to queue for our shuttle bus. waited damn long for the bus la, plus ppl cutting queues and all tt. frustrated.

if there's an airshow again the next time.. i wondered i will go again bcos it's realli far and inconvenient! despite of the aerospace flying display was fantastic!!!

before chi new yr.. vday.. den cny @ ann's hse!

2008-02-20T15:18:00.010+08:00

i'm gonna cram all my posts into 1 cos i'm jus too lazy!!

jus a few days before cny we (angelis, jiana, bee and i) went to shop ard in bugis!! oh not to mention about the pedicure too.

bee's manicure. PINKISH

mine. i dunno wad colour is tis. purple-bronze with silver glitter??

when we did the pedi-manicure it's ard 10+.. and the china lady who's serving us was so fierce lol. she henpecked and rushed us such that we finish our pedicure within a short time. jiana even got reprimanded because she dunno which colour to choose haha. when the pedicure's done, the china lady found out tt jiana's wearing her covered shoes and tt she quickly thrust her a styrofoam pre-manifactured YELLOW slippers to her and force her to wear tt home, so that the nail polish cld dry up and settle haha.

NAH. HER YELLOW slippers

IMAGINE SHE HAD TO WEAR THIS HOME! we're at bugis.. mind u. muahahahahaha. and she was rather reluctant to wear it. we did the same pedicure but diff colour.. since it was late and with the china lady nagging at our ears, we decided to make the same one to avoid any trouble

had dinner at Ministry of Food located inside bugis 2nd floor. it's a japanese restaurant, and the food is rather scrumptious!! the price is reasonable too, and next wk we shall be having bee's bdae dinner party there. WOOTS! give it a try if u have not dine there before, and for vegetarians, no worries cos they have veggie dishes for u too!

pss. if u think the food is so-so den it's none of my business. it's according to own preference.
our pics with our meals =)

angelis with her beef ramen (4 out of 5 stars)

jiana and her's.. i think is tempura soba? (3 out of 5 stars cos i dun realli like chilled noodles)

bee and her.. pork hotpot. wadever. i forgot wad she ate. (3 out of 5 stars)

mine. i forgot wad it's name oso haha. veggie dish. the hotpot contains mainly veggies. (3 out of 5 stars. i dun realli fancy veggie meals) y i order? becos i nv saw the sign which indicated VEGGIE.

NEXT on vday..

gathering with the gals instead of meeting with guy haha. but does it matter??? NO.

went to geylang for dinner. wadz the shop's name?? ..er WEN DAO SHI (i smell shit?) dim sum shop. hahas. according to bee a century old dim sum restaurant. and no wonder the dim sum's so delicious!! YUM. i love the fried fish salad and the barley drink and the chee chung fan and the chicken wings etc etc.. wa i now ve hungry. i wanna eat again next time!! but rather inconvenient la hais. after which went to bee's hse for gambling, lose quite a bit and den rch home ard 3+.

next next visitng houses to mine, jiana's and ann's. den steamboat at ann's hse! pics grabbed from michelle. had lotsa fun!!!

FUN FUN!! i love taking funny and comical pics haha. but some gals there jus wanna remain their pretty poses. anw, shall meet again next wk gals!

bakings! woots

2008-02-16T13:14:00.007+08:00

i'm soooooo tired and busy!!! and now tt i've graduated, i seem to lost track of time!!! i cld hardly rmb wad i've been doing these past few days too, all i know tt it's been busy after the chi new yr started.

anw, did lotsa bakings la.

new yr eve helped me mama do dumplings. it's not my 1st time making it, but it's been a looooong time since the last time i did it, so that i did it disastrous this time.. hehe. mummy tried to teach me the correct way of wrapping the fill properly, but i cld only do it successfully after i practised on a few dumplings... alright, more than a few dumplings, which is to say, the near-to-correct dumplings i made r the fews left after i made sooooo many defective ones. HAHA. right.

erm. one of my ugliest dumplings. opps

my near-to-correct dumpling

and my ma's dumpling... nice hor?

and the thing is, my pa found my dumplings inedible.. omg. cos the skin is too thick. oh well, at least i learnt my mistake.. i cld improve the next time i do it. try it.... anyone???

and then i baked butter cookies wit ting at her hse.. my baking khaki haha. 1st time starting frm scrach without anyone's help!

it's adorable.. dont ya think so??? it's rather delicious too, but a bit dry tho; u can have it alongside with coffee/tea. can try improving it again. easy to make, if i had the time i wld do it again and give to my frens! oh ya, not to mention baking other snacks again with ting! so convenient la haha.. since we live soooo near to each other. ;)

next, i tried meringues with ni at my hse. in detail, it's called the Mini Chocolate Cornflake Parlova Meringues. such a long name la. basically this snack doesnt require any flour, except a lil of the cornflour la. when i see the recipe, i tut it'd be easy to bake. and so we were baking happily in the 1st place, in between the process there were doubts and questions arised, and the outcome, well, we failed. LOL. turned out tt u actually need some experience doing this snack.. cos we didnt beat the mixture well enough and AND, tooooo much sugar, toooooo sweet!!! and the outcome of our snacks turns out to be so different frm how it's spposed to look like lo!! (shall post the pics next time when i get e pics, u'll see e big diff) awww anw, ni and i agreed to do it all over again the next time, and most importantly, it must be successful!!!!

♥ i love baking!!! ♥

aint a relative, more like some holly bitch on the streets

2008-02-07T17:08:00.000+08:00

happy lunar new

yr!!!!

1st day of lunar new yr and i've got something to say alr.
at the eve of lunar new yr went to my grandma's hse for steamboat gathering, and as expected i'm interrogated about sch.. graduation.. and the things i'm gonna do after graduation. SO ANNOYING. esp asked by my auntie. dunno y she always picked on me!!!! last yr she enquired about my attire to my mother, i overheard it. this yr she chose to scorn and show her scepticism about my qualifications to university and the course i hope to choose in front of so many relatives. FUCKING BITCH SHE IS.

she oso kept telling me to go uni, kept saying uni good, uni good. and i said i might want to work also, and she gave me those ridiculous look, then went back to telling me to study at uni again. wad the f she is to instruct me what to do?!?! this is MY life, i can choose whatever i wanted to do and it's none of her business! y muz i get influenced so as to go her way??! even if she's my elder, she must also respect me, whichever route i chosen!!!!!! an ill-mannered adult i must say, and the most loathsome kind too!

because the course i chose is Communication n Information, in which ur english has to be very good. so she was asking me, "English leh!!! ur english can ma????! can ma??!?!!"
........................ i was thinking of how to shoot back to her without being impolite when my father, who was sitting beside me, helped me by telling her tt no matter how poor my english is, mine is still better than his, which, indirectly saying, better than her's. and then unbelievably, she turned it around by saying tt everyone's english is better than his. this whore actually humiliated
my father n i in front of the
family. and my father actually laughed it away by saying tt at least my grandma's english is still poorer than his. i'm refraining frm scolding anymore vulgarities anymore here since it is only 1st day of lunar new yr, and forgive me for writing em down at the 1st place cos i'm too infuriated.

i've complained this to my parents and they told me to take it easily.. they said jus take it as a motivation to proof to her tt i can do it, and tt one day she'll have her retribution! well, i hoped so then!!! when the day comes..................................... we shall see.

post-exams celebration!!

2008-02-06T11:26:00.000+08:00

FINALLY LAST PAPER!!

the paper sucks tho, but forget about tt.

after the exams went to sakura at orchard and had a buffet there. our last class gathering, with our personal tutors around (wad the hell) luckily my seat is 2 seats away frm em, otherwise u think i have e time to entertain em??!? i havent even grab enough food when the staff there told us tt the lunch time buffet is up. celebrated pw's bdae too, sort of awkward when the bdae song is played.. a realli ORH PIANG bdae song lol. when we presented the bdae cake pw's face looked sort of blank.. nv expected.... rite?? c we so gd, helped u celebrate ur last bdae with the class.

had a phtograph taking session again, but tis time wit my class. do not have e photos wit me.. so will update again once i got the photos. do visit my blog again to capture the moments of affection!!!! wooo~

after which went to meet up with guys frm 02 to catch the movie RAMBO. initial plan was to watch Sweeney Todd, but i decided to let the guys have their way if not i'm sure they'll complain after watching Sweeney Todd. gory, but overall it's nice. at least e bad guy's dead with his intestines slashed. realli hate those kind of shows where the bad guy got away while the good ones dead/loses. waste my money watching these shows.

loitered ard after the movie at ps and head to minds' cafe. to those whom have not yet visited minds cafe u SHOULD go!!!! FUN!

ok. these r the numbers for the minds cafe. any enquiries jus call em up. they have branches at park lane, boat quay and bugis i think.
..... they shld pay me leh. i helped em advertise. =/

anw dinner settled at banquet but the girls not eating. still full frm the buffet haha. den went to eat tau huay and we exchanged gossips!! juicy gossip we heard frm them heh heh.... explosive and stunning. ours are nothing compared to their's.

organised a chi new yr gathering at angelis's hse and they agreed. weeeeee! shall discuss again about it. c ur ard on sunday!!

MUGGGGGGING PERIOD (part 2)

2008-02-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

all right. this part 2 shows the pics we took during the last 2nd day of our mugging session, counting down to the last exam! had a hard time updating cos com lag. wtf. anw enjoy

self-declared lunch break at fc 1.. last meal at fc 1 too.. shall only miss the fruit stall and the western food stall. LOL

someone refused to budge during the photo-taking session!!!! (REFER TO BELOW)

ANGELIS: TAKE PHOTO WIT ME!!!

PEI WEN: I DONT WANT!!

more ppl come persuade her.. but

PEI WEN: I DONT WANT LA!!!!

and then she started to feel pai se/emo/fed up

.... DUH. it's not the end.

look at her, studying away while we sppose to take photos!

WE "BI SHI NI!!" haha

after much persuadings and "arguements" she finally decide to take with us!!! liew u think u wad?? yan zi ar haha.

pei wen's gallery

i've got the loggerheads edition in my class too! XDXDXDXDXDXDXD

-masa disturbing beng

-beng, annoyed by the disturbance haha

- beng, wanting to smack masa's ass cos she always molest him

- masa: i doubt u dare!

masa: arrrrr!!! wana eat u up!!

beng, ignoring her and focusin to look gd in my cam. HAHA

my goodness la.. so many photos to be uploaded. actually there's more, it's jus tt i onli put up the more interesting parts of it. cant believe tt we're taking sooo many photos when we sppose to prepare the exam for next day!!! but but, it's fun!! ;)

next post: post-exams celebration/outings (marks the last day of poly life)

MUGGGGGGING PERIOD (part 1)

2008-02-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

hi all!!!!! back to bloggin cos

EXAMS ARE

OVER!!!!!!!!!!!

there are too many things tt i shld blogged about, so pls wait patiently while i prepared the posts (tt is, if u're waiting for me to update) =)

ok. first thing first, ya'll r gonna enter into our mugging arena, not to mention all the fun and the gloominess of it. all shall be presented with the pics below with some occasional comments!

remembered tt i've mentioned about the golden pillow deliveries?? this's e last time we'll be ordering it to sch as a group. shall miss the receivin-the order-frm 933 together and the-famished/greedy-grabbings-of it in class during our dinner break.

study time..

my table. NEAT. =P

he can SLEEP like this. zzzzzzz

more to be uploaded.. await for the MUGGGGGGING PERIOD (part 2)

just a wk more

2008-01-24T12:48:00.000+08:00

gosh. it's been ages since i updated my blog.. but well, anw it' not the 1st time alr =X

OK. i now in school, and the exams r still on until next wk. currently resting for a while before i began my mugging session again. suddenly i feel tt, time realli flies.. with a wk left with my poly friends, i started to treasure the time with them, yet unhappiness still exist amongst but luckily, he is not from my class.

speaking of "he", it really spoil my mood. WAD THE FUCKing return i got from him when i helped him, yet he goes ard telling others tt i'm selfish or wad. it's not about the matter whether the information i gave him is beneficial or wad, it's about the matter tt i actually did my best to help him with all the things i knew of. luckily someone told me about this, otherwise i'd still be smiling and talking to him which now tt i think of it, makes mi puke. well, i guess will only talk to him until my anger has appeased. THIS is my last straw man, whether tis is the final year and tt i shld be treating everyone nicely or not. help is given to ppl who needs and knows how to use it, not to ppl who needs it but shit, they think the help given is nonsense.

anw, last yr le. i shall not only miss all the ppl i get along with, but also the ppl whom i dun realli hang out with. i'm staying back at sch everyday, even weekdays which our meals will be deliveries of golden pillow 933 (WHEEEEE!!!) cherish the days left ;)

mscherie

big spread of dinner!

2007-12-29T12:28:00.000+08:00

SEAFOOD HERE I COMEE!!!

watched the movie at AMK Hub, Mission Sex and Control. hmm in my opinion.. i think this movie rates 6/10. it's a korean comedy show, about birth planning in a village where the rate of fertility is the highest in the country. to me i dun really understand a few parts of the movie.. dunno bcos i'm too slow to catch the point or wad. a bit funny, esp about the part where they are having sex education. otherwise the entire show feels like a stereotypical korean drama to me: a lot of emotive scenes n all tt.

went to grab our dinner anw at some famous amk coffeeshop, Blk 232 Ang Mo kio Ave 3 i think. beng said they are well-known for their crabs. we ordered a lot of dishes; butter crab, wheat prawns, sweet-sour fish, fried you-tiao, fried tou-fu. guys..! if u wanted to dine there rmb to come early!! the later u come, the longer the queue is!!!

while waiting for the food to be served...

angelis. she thinks she shooting mtv

the guys. playin their psp

1st take. cannot make it. cos the uncle's in our pic!

2nd take. oso cannot make it. blurrd

fianlly our food has arrived!!! YAY! digggg in

the wheat prawns

MAIN LEAD.. TADA!!! BUTTER CRAB

THE DINNER WAS NICE!!!! yumm. it'll be even better if i can eat all the food. next time i shall bring my parents there too!! i think my father'll like it, except tt it's a lil far from here.

THANKS a lot BENG.. FOR THE DINNER!!!

2007-12-26T21:13:00.000+08:00

25th christmas

tired tired tired!!! slept at 5am at xmas eve and had to wake up the next morning at 11am. my voice condition got worse.. hardly have any voice left due to all the shouting tt night.. ugh. meet up with al at orchard de shaw centre.. n he drive ni and i to his hse, which is located somewhere near shangri la hotel..

oh ya got introduced his gf and his family.. they are all nice ppl!!! so warm and friendly.. the lunch was ve nice too..! got turkey.. ham.. crab meat, chiken pie etc.. but unfortunately i wasnt able to eat cos most of it are fried stuff.. =( damn sad! ni was eating happily while i allow my eyes to wander around the house, exploring the profile of it. then i saw some photos of the younger al, haha so cute and funny. we began to get interested in accessing his old photos.. making fun of him n all tt.

oh ya. my xmas prezzie frm him.

a USB electrical heater!! ve useful for me cos i like drinking hot water.. by the look of it, dun u think it goes well together with mich's xmas present???

yeah! i've got a well-matched xmas present this yr!!

lastly, i'm very very grateful for al's invitation to his lunch party. thanks!

MERRY XMAS!!

2007-12-26T11:39:00.000+08:00

24th xmas eve (photos to be uploaded)

gathered with the sisters at bee's hse tt evening with mich so that we have to prepare some surprise for the birthday girls angelis n zy, cake made by bee and mich. i forgot to bring my xmas present!!! ARGHH.... everyone blamed me den, but my xmas present is the cutest ok!!! HUR! haha

initial plan was to have dinner at maxwell, but plan changed and we went down to panjang plza de cafe cartel instead. a lot of courses sold out!!! wow.. business gd.. eh?

head down to orchard after tt for countdown.. WHOA. damn lots of ppl!!! geez, it's like a little after 11 and these ppl are already spraying the (wad'ya call tt..?) fake snow or something.. oh man. we were dodging here and there, but some of us still suffered occasionally. PLUS IT'S SO HOT & STUFFY. wth. i'm like sweating all over.. yucks! even so, we rushed and squeezed all the way to taka to meet ann and shawn.. chat a while with em den countdown. 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 merry xmas. lidat lorr. lol..

bee suggested us to walk down to the GAYbar.. so we walked quite a way down and waited for her fren at the maxwell foodcourt. while waiting we played games and exchange prezzies!!

sorry bee. u have to wait for my present.. hhahaa. everyone wana zy's prezzie, cos her's is the most expensive (i think) and the heaviest. 1st round i picked out my own present. 2nd round i got mich's!

nice! i can even write something on the callout!! thanks!

set off to the gay bar, TABOO, once bee's fren reached and while queuing ann saw chen han wei!! tt confirms the rumour i guess. my 2nd time to gay bar.... but still i felt excited! oh ya, i scared shawn at the counter by touching his arm.. he gave a start budden realised is me.. hehe.. so funny! saw a lot of good looking guys there.. wad a pity haha! 2nd time time here, but this experience is more enriching lol.. i found tt gays are realli very friendly. friendlier than normal guys.. n this gay pub got more macho and handsome guys wahaha. i can feel muscles brushing past me every now and then. woo! u know la.. my parents strictly forbid me to go pubs or clubs.. esp clubs, but they somehow permit me to go gay pubs.. LOL. the safest pubs girls should go, cos the guys there don't have any evil intentions for u!! they will only reserve themselves for guys.. so i dun mind hanging at gay pub!

unfortunately..

2007-12-24T10:56:00.000+08:00

yeye in hospital now.. i dunno how to describe the sickness.. anw he had difficulties breathing and we went to see him, he had the oxygen mask over his face.. lying fragily on the bed..

had to wash our hands in case we spread the bacteria or germs to him.. tts wad doc said: yeye's body is now very weak. for me i had to wear a mask coz i'm sick..

doing disinfection..

well, at least he still can talk to us.. i hope he gets well soon.. *pray hard

wad a year. 1st my grandma got a stroke and went to hospital. then my aunty. now my yeye.

and now i kept falling sick.

wad a way to welcome a new year.

SO TIRED!!!

2007-12-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

before i write anything further i'd like to thank ting for buyin a miss whatever pencil case for me! woo!

nice of her :) hmm can it be counted as xmas present oso?? heh

ok. back to e topic. woke up freakingly early today at ard 2+am and then went down to changi airport togather wit angelis n bee. sooooo tired. but i dun mind, after all they pay us good. the work is about onli distributing goody bags to the visitors u see, in celebration of the 10th million visitors to singapore. ate breakfast with e grp (us and shawn n ann) once we reached before the work began. angelis bee and i were distributed to the same terminal, while ann n shawn are distributed to the bt terminal.

angelis

bee

inside sky train

happy 3 fools... wahahaha.

this part was so funny. when we were taking this phto the train suddenly veer off and we were like losing balance. so u can see bee's face was pressed against mine n my face was pressed against angelis's. turn out to be the effect of this photo is faces squashed together. lol

rch terminal 1

our booth.. all stacked by boxes of goody bags..

really slacked cos there arent many visitors at terminal 1; the onli visitors we see are all from india. then there were many taxi uncles came by and ask if they can get the goody bags oso. DUH...! a lot lo, soon even cleaners came to get it. typical singaporeans and cheenas..... pissed man.

after work, the 4 sweets =)

we were released early but get the same amount of pay they agreed to pay us.. yay!! bee then brought us to eat popeye.. all fried stuff.. sian.. i have to remove the fried skin to eat the meat cos 'm sick.. but the food is not bad.. it's jus tt i cannot eat in peace.. some ppl lo... keep disturbing me!!! kns...

after tt we still have to go down to orchard cos i havent buy my xmas present yet.. exhausted man. meet up with ni when we rch there.. and find a long time for my xmas present..

finally a pic of me n her..! so long nv take pics wit her le.

ok tts it.. my bed's calling me le..

MONSTER THE SINGING CAT

2007-12-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

early xmas gifts!

2007-12-19T20:57:00.001+08:00

went back to sch today for fyp... didnt did much!! and beng gave us our little xmas presents

i chose lion!! cos i'm leo.. =)

leolion's frenz

u see. it's a puppet...

twist and turn it into sitting position

my lion's in "am chio" position

and torture it when u're in bad mood..

haha. i sort of think it's cute. thanks beng!

the meaning love..

2007-12-17T15:07:00.000+08:00

it was thru 20 years of life i lead, tt all of sudden, i found tt i never love before.
to define better, they are all crushes. crushes this, crushes that. somehow i nv managed to control my feelings, and that i don't understand at all. i don't understand my feelings. i nv know and distinguish whether it was real or was it just a moment's of folly or illusion. when i feel, i hardly seem to know i'm feeling genuinely or not. when i like, it simply bcos of the attraction that tempted me, but soon, i just got tired of it.

so confused.

what is love all about? it's like, sacrificing for your other half, and like them whoever they are?

how pathetic i am, to know and feel nothing about love even at this age. how foolish i were, to think that i know and understands my feelings, which in fact i don't. how awful i were, to reject all those ppl who once after me, where they are the ones that truly know their feelings.

watashi wa baka

GUNSHOTS HEARD

2007-12-16T12:11:00.000+08:00

heard 2 gunshots the fortnight when my family was watching tv.. my dad confirmed to us tt that's e sound of gunshots. next we heard and saw the siren of police followed by ambulance or fire brigadge ('m not sure) at the expressway of PIE.

i think there muz be some accident.. so u see there's heavy traffic jam. plus the traffic jam took more than 2 to 3 hrs to clear!

i'm wating for the news!!! was curious wad actually happened. haha i noe. i'm so kpo.

2007-12-15T18:11:00.000+08:00

BLOG UNDER CONSTRUCTION..

and. can anyone pls tell mi y is there a scroll bar there??? i'm so fed up about it.

NEARLY FAINTED!!

2007-12-15T10:33:00.000+08:00

TATA!!!

i'm back to blogging.

sorry ppl, blame it to my laziness.

yest after lessons, waited impatiently for ni to complete her fyp so tt i cld grab a meal cos i'm seriosuly awfully FAMISHED. waited for 1 and a half + hour in lab and while waiting, i jus fished out something outta my fren's bag to play.

i fished out this:

it looks revoltingly horible and disgusting rite??! it's prepared for my fren to do cosplay the next day, and i tell u if i see this thing lying in front of me in the middle of night i'll scream my head off man! well, neverthelessly, i became interested to playing wit this wig.....

niang..

gu niang..

and the real niang'er men

AH BENG look so cute!!!! LOl. he look near to looking like a real niang'er men. i laughed like siao. soon after i got tired of playing wit e wig cos it smells.. UGH. and then went to gossip wit my fren... i heard something interesting frm her.. heh heh...

anw, met up wit ni afterwards n got a scolding frm her. (ya she do scolds) ya la my fault.. always last min ask her to meet with me, always making sudden arrangements. she even reprimanded mi for not getting a bf soon. WAD?!?!? if i'm attached i sure will kick her away ah..... hehehehe..

but still i'm grateful for her accompany. thanks!

went to lot 1 for dinner. WHOA. it's like.. so long nv go lot 1 alr!!!! when? how long? like.. 1 and a half yr alr??? the times when we loitered ard in lot 1, eating LJS after sch during those secondary days still remains vividly in my mind. hai. so much has changed.

we then ate at ajisen; i ordered a tomato base ramen, the soup is nice.. healthy! but the ramen sucks. it's not ramen at all!!! it is jus a noodle, or can i say it's actually spaghetti noodle. i mean, when the hell does spaghetti appear in ramen?!?!?! was bewildered by the fact at 1st, but i got not time wondering all tt bcos i gobbled em up in a min. next we ordered a dessert, nice. but not especially delicious. one day i'd like to try the desserts at waraku!!

after whcih i went to buy some bread at four leaves, when suddenly my gastric hurts, probably i was too hungry jus now tt suddenly i ate so much food, without allowing it to rest.. man it hurts sooooo much.. i was near to squating down in front of the public. and when i did my utmost best to stand properly, i find tt my vision is blurred; i'm seeing white things around me.. i know i'm about to faint.. so, with jiani's help i rushed to the nearest washroom and rest. it was almost half an hr after i stepped outta the washroom, feeling crammy but ok again.. so scary!!!! my goodness, if i really faint right on the spot i dun think i will visit lot 1 again.

the dead-beat me

FREAKING FYP!!!!!

2007-11-14T19:45:00.000+08:00

tired tired tired la!! after practical went to NUH to collect water samples for our FYP. damn sian. with much confusion n contradicting comments made (just because of our lecturer la.. no proper instructions and explanations.. ) and the final confirmation with him, we FINALLY managed to get the water samples to head back to school for testing the samples.

OH. did i mentioned tt we need to climb a way up to get our NEWater sample? (below)

angelis

way to go gal!!!

i climbed too, at the 2nd time, cos we tut we took the wrong sample and we dumped it. budden realised tt it's correct and went back to take again. haha. FUN la.

anw here's how sian we were like i mentioned above:

S.I.A.N. walked back and fro over NUH until we got tired. HOT summore.

back to school, we did the testing of the samples and one of the chemicals to do the testing is enthylenediamine. Look how toxic and corrosive it is..........................

i dont think ur can see frm the pic. anw, the moment we screw open the cap, a thin wisp of smoke rised from the bottle itself, and i sort of heard some hissing sound coming along with the smoke surfacing into the air (maybe it's just my imagination lol) it's like, upon seeing the smoke, we automatically backed away. SCARY~ we even had to move outside to transfer the acid bcos cher said it's flammagable <-- dunno wad he saying. all i noe is we muz handle the acid carefully tt we musnt even breathe in the smell of it. OOOOOoooo....

haha so ppl, dont provoke me hor!!!! or i spray (yes, just spray) you with this acid ah.....

2007-11-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

MY BABY PREDICTIONS FOR:

Shawn and Sueann, Bee Lye and Zhiyi

MUAHAHAHAHA.. realli!! i cant imagine one day shawn and sueann will produce a baby like this!!! woo~ Macho.. eh? imagine the kid being 10 years old, able to choke-slam their parents on the floor. * soooooo CUTE. LOL.

and as for bee lye and zhiyi, forgive me for my insolence.. haha. but isnt great to produce a baby like deng xiao ping?? (or mao ze dong.. whoever he is)

SMELL FART(S)

2007-11-10T13:05:00.000+08:00

yest accompanied joy to vivo and walked ard and ard it for nearly 2 + hrs. longest duration of my visits at vivo!! cos i accompanied her to wait for her aunt for her dinner.. so meanwhile i shopped for the lists i wanted to have. btw we strolled on ve slowly so as to let the time past slower; we ate and walked, ate and walked, n yea i've been eating a lot haha.. until joy got fed up.

anw we passed by a korea cosmetic shop (i forgot wadz its name) n i bought this!!!!

i love the pink so much!! the colour is not too bright and glittery, nor does it look too eye-catching. a dazzling PINK. furthermore, i sort of think tt the colour blend in my with skin colour so well. *so pleased* finally can change my nail polish colour le.

so after i bought my nail polish, we happily went to one of the seats nearby, and happily sat down. there's this guy who sat with his back beside me eating and without any advanced warning, he FARTED. so smellt lo!!! dammit he jus farted even when he knows someone was sitting beside him!!!!! i stared at joy incredibly and we moved away further from him. wadz worse is tt he's eating the same time he's farting!!! HOLY SHIT i felt like sticking something to cork his ass. better to let him plug the stopper out whenever he feels like farting so tt we knows from his actions tt he wanted to fart, right? anw this is tt guy...

YUCKS... n on way home someone farted in the mrt oso.. omg.. tt day was a farty n smelly day..

2007-11-03T14:51:00.000+08:00

watch this crazy indian video!!!

some joker actually put down the english (roman)

subtitles of the indian song lyrics!! it's so

HILARIOUS!!!!

i put papaya there... my looney bun is fine benny lava~~!!!! LOL

2007-10-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

Seriously not in the mood to blog nowadays, yet i'm writing here to keep u ppl informed my life now.

hmm was sulking at home these days thinking and mulling over some things i havent considered in my life before.

1) After graduation:

i know my parents had been wanting to send me off to university, and i understand why. isn't it always been like this?? i'll be their glory; like wad my father told me, i'll be the first ever in my family to step thru the university gates. See how much they wanted mi to go into university?? let's say that i dun realli fancy about the choice they made for me, but if i had the opportunity, well, i'd jus go for it. yea, imagine mi buried with heaps of books. =X but if not, i might as well say sorry to my parents and find some career tt cld live my dreams.

2) my car license

i've been wanting to drive a car!!!! really, imagine mi driving my car around picking up my friends, playing and singing the song "1000 miles" loudly. 'Makin' my way downtown,Walkin' fast,Faces pass and I'm homebound.......' woo!!! like so shiock. but yet i onli passed my basic theory test.. still a long way to go man. and, i dun have a car!!!! how about lorry gals?? LOL

3) i need self - improvement

i wanna learn more things to enrich myself!! i wanna learn about wine, i wanna learn about attaining a professional image, etiquette, make up etc etc etc. i also want to improve myself, regarding of my character and change my prospect of how i look at people, how i deal with people. (... BAHH.. wad am i toking about) J.U.S.T enrich myself la, and change my life, turn my direction. but tt can onli wait after exams. duh

lidat lorr.
but currently i'm just so stress about sch. exams. fyp. a lot to worry about. and yet i still can think of these things. mayb all of these is wad i desired, but cannot be fufilled. i'm always like this, saying i wanna do this n tt, yet i didnt achieve any of it. haiz. just too lazy i think. hopefully wad i wrote here i will try hard to achieve ba. c 1st. haha

2007-10-01T15:54:00.000+08:00

GUESS THE CUP SIZE????

..............................

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

i tut tt was funny!!!!

2007-09-30T13:16:00.000+08:00

1st week of SCH...

I'M SO BORED CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

zzz..sleep sleep

sleep.......sleep

sleep sleep sleep....

everyone sleep sleep sleep.....

the only exciting thing ttz happening in this 1st wk of sch is the shooting of "HEY GORGEOUS!" in SP held at foodcourt 5..... ARGH THE PLACE IS SO PACKED AND SO HOT!!!!

realli dun understand it!! fc 5 is so ugly and small, y cant they held it at auditorium??!! it not only caters to occupy more people inside got air-con too!!!! we didnt watch much... btw the possiblity of watching the live clearly is equals to 0, so we jus went home after we heard the introduction of F2, one pretty gal frm our building.

tt's her. i noe, u cant see anything but a blurred figure here, but it was all i can shoot from my view here. anw if u wanna see her jus watch out for the show next monday. she's F2!!

2007-09-30T13:04:00.000+08:00

wad if u happened to go into a toilet and went into a cubicle and u saw this:

DAMMIT LA!!!!
i tut it was some corspe's head inside the disposer or wad.. so scary!!!!!!! turn out to be jus a strand of hair stuffed with other rubbish inside when i picked up my courage to peer innit.

WAd the HECK?!!?! somebody tryin to be funny issit??

2007-09-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

waseda shibuya senior high school

Open House

Tea Ceremony!!!

the snack! not only it looks cute.. it's damn delicious too!!

yupp strolled around the sch for umpteen times cos we realli dunno where to go.. basically we r not interested in the activities they held there cos they are actually rather.. um... teenage-like. hmm anw had our lunch there n went straight hm after tt. sian... right?

2007-09-20T11:25:00.000+08:00

sorry had to post this after so many days due to my busy schedule...!

worked for the natas fair at expo with jianai, jiani, angelis and ann!! damn bushed! aw stand and ate the dull meals provided for us for the 2 whole days... but enjoyable however, to be working with u gals!!

briefing

leaflets

stupid face....

our meals.. e same for lunch n dinner

yeah! like wad ann mentioned, when there are time to idle ard i tend to turn n look at the turkish guy at the turkey counter!! wooo! gorgeous looking with a physical appearance of a soccer player. yeah, he looked like some kind of soccer player. damn charming. but somehow i was turned off when he smiled, lips apart to show his teeth..... ugh. anw ya, tt's how we spent part of our time. lol. other than tt, some customers and the staff there sucks... irritatingly rude and ungracious. suckers..........

now waiting for my pay to come..! spent too much $$ during this hols. alas.. another post to update!

2007-09-17T14:59:00.000+08:00

encountered an earthquake!!!

rmb days ago indonesia suffered a 8.4 earthquake?? we were there!!! uh nono, i mean, it affects the neighbouring countries dinnit? we were eating our steamboat tt nite at bugis when it happened!!

anw it's gals day out tt nite. eating our steamboat merrily when monkey or bee (whoever it is, i forgot) mentioned feeling shaky all of sudden. den one of em said she felt quite nauseous during the process. seriously, i hardly feel anything.. LOL. or issit tt i'm too engrossed in the steamboat..... i dunno. conclusion is: ppl will feel nauseuos when there's earthquake! haha.
for all it is, we didnt managed to finish wad we'd ordered and the shop is full of cheena ppl!!! oh man... there's this one stupid guy treat me as if i'm a waitress over there to pour him drinks lo! i was filling up plain water for my gals and i was about to make my way back to the counter when he came up to me and ask mi to fill his cup for him.

wad the FUCK?!? bloody idiotic cheena man...

after our fill went to a restaurant at parco bugis to order some drinks. pics pics!

jianai

angelis

zhiyi

bee bee

zhiyi n angelis.. both of em trying to make their faces smaller when taking this pic!

an image of angelis wanna kiss monkey but monkey refuses to!

she loves her hp but i think it sucks.. haha

grp pic!

enjoyed our gossiping section!! hoho. mostly about BGR relationships.. major topic on bee lye n her bf... hahahaa. break up with this freak man beee!!! really cannot stand it leh. wad detective. HA! bloody asshole. thanks to him, we had a laugh about wad this pervert will do if we tried to break them up and about how he'll search n kill mi jus bcos i left a comment at her friendster LOL.

after tt we; mi bee jianai n lis went to mos later at night. woo! 2nd time in the hols... surely the last too. guess wad...? i saw gilbert (or cuthbert, wadever his name is)!! the one frm 3B22 i think. other than tt, a lot of guys went gaga over bee.. YUCKS. dance holly all the way till 330am.. stopped when the music sucks, leaving bee alone inside while we catch fresh air outside. went hm at 4am, rch hm at 5... omg. 1st time in history to rch hm so late over clubbing. i felt sooooooo rebellious.

inside mos toilet.

missing u gals alr!! hope to catch ur soon!

2007-09-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

2007-08-23T09:05:00.000+08:00

jiana's new hair cut!!

old monkey

TAda~

younger version of monkey

wahahaha... big difference ya? i admit this haircut is prettier; a fresher image for her appearance and it also looks younger. it enhances her face fuller but otherwise bigger too. next time i shall go there cut also heeex.

process of changing her hairstyle..

omg.. her so -called menancing look.. haha

angelis! who had been sneezing the whole day.. AHHH- CHOOOO!

okie. pretty babe me.. OPPS

okie. get prepared.. esp. when its 7th mth.. as here comes the best horror pix of my entire blog history!!

are u ready?? dun get urself freak out k...

...

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..........................

AHHHH!!!!!!! PONTIANAK!!!!!!!!!

ps. this is wad happens if u have not cut ur hair for soooo many mths. her fringe is so long tt it covers e whole face... i wonder how her family felt for the past mths everytime they wake up n saw this pre-historic human walking ard in their hse.. lol.

so after her hair cut we shopped ard bugis street and had spent a BOMB (yes a BOMB). we changed our track to far east n grab our dinner at the korean restaurant however broke we were, yet i can say that the fill we had is the most satisfying. YUM! i love korean food!!

ginseng chicken soup..

my fav dish kimchi

Dolsot Bibimbap (after mixing)

*BLU-rrppp

for those who havent try the korean restaurant at far east plaza.. try it!!! my rate for it is 4/5 thumbs up! it's abit ex tho..

shall end this post with one siao char bor's pic..

ciaoz

2007-08-21T11:20:00.000+08:00

COLD JOKES

问: 什么动物最厉害?

答: 老鼠, 因为 "鼠鼠有练过" [叔叔有练过]

问: 那一位皇帝看不见?

答: 康熙 (Can't see)

问: 小白和大白是兄弟. 小白长大了非常像大白.

猜一句成语答: 真像大白 [真相大白]

问: 婴儿没有牙齿,

猜一句成语答: baby无齿 [卑鄙无耻]

问: 白色的马叫白马, 黑色的马叫黑马, 那黑, 白, 红色的是什么马?

答: 脸红的斑马

2007-08-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

Ganging out after tests!!!!!

finally! hoorays to hols!! hopefully, there isnt much proj to do.. so tt i can enjoy it to the fullest.

anw, hang out w the group after test yest and went to watch Rush Hour 3!!!! damn hilarious!!!

U GUYS SHLD CATCH IT MAN!!!

yep. after tt we went a lil window shopping and arcade, den have dinner at wisma's foodcourt. the food there's rather delicious..

hmm lazy to write.. refer to the pics below for ur info! hees

beng, pw, lis and mi! trying out the hats, caps

1st pic: hmm there's a guy sitting beside mi..

2nd pic: hmm.. he looks sort of handsome..

3rd pic: she fell in love with Homer Jay Simpson!!

the guys

ARCADE

pei wen and desmond competing!! winner- pei wen. wee!!!! gurls rox! wahahaha

melvin, the future CID

and his audience

eek! all of our face look so chubby in this pic

my fav pic among all! scary?? wahahha

waiting for our snacks!

--------HOME SWEET HOME--------

2007-08-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!

HEY. ITS NATIONAL DAY.

WAD R WE DOING IN SCH????!!!

ok. shall blog this simple n fast. been muggin for tests in sch since last wk..... even on NATIONAL DAY!!!!!!

so, pathetically, we came to the entirely deserted sch to mug, not to say eating deliveries and celebrating in sch!!! BOO!!

(psss.. but the 933 golden pillow is a nice treat tho.. hee) i shall jus let e pictures speak the words!! =)

us!!!!

helping ourselves..

since we're in sch muggin e whole day... HOW CAN WE MISS E NATIONAL PARADE?!?!

searching for the website... well, in the meanwhile listening to jojo's beautiful girl hoho

it took us quite a while to get the webbie for the live broadcast of NDP.. so in the end we missed e march pass and watch this instead.. T_T

and the fireworks!!!! feel sorry tt we werent there to watch the actual ones... =(

lastly, happy birthday singapore!

THE END

2007-07-05T21:22:00.000+08:00

AHOY!!!!

my audition is over!! n i didnt get it!!! n my the other frenz didnt get in too!! LOL. yea i admit i was damn nervous tt day!! i'm the 5th to go... n the host called mi up when it was only at no. 4! WTH! i wasnt prepared at all lo! but anw, i sounded sucky when the song started.. i felt my pitch drifting off at the end of every sentences n all i could do was try my best to control my trembling voice. n just when i was confident enough to sing properly after the chorus part the music stopped, n tt was the end of my audition. ............................................. like, SO SHORT!!! stupid timer!! must have timed wrongly lo! it's still yet to 1 min n 30s leh!

neverthelessly, i'm ve grateful for all those who were there to support mi!! angelis, peiwen, beng, kelvin, twins, desmond, melvin, jiana, chia yen, masa, hmmm n etc etc. yep, thanks!

e next day we went to support kelvin and yusri!! they both sang well but unfortunately, kelvin forgotten his lyrics n for yus, the music is too loud n yusri's voice's too soft! yet this is not all!!!

to conclude..

the judges SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!

uh...! anw, happy to join this competition la. it was so fun. so long nv scream alr. haha.

2007-07-01T12:11:00.000+08:00

to all who can make it to support mi

KARAOKE COMPETITION AUDITION:

2nd OF JULY, MONDAY

LOCATION:

SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC,

BUILT & ENVIRONMENT BLK,

T3A01

TIME: 5PM

to those who cant make it, it's ok!! its just an audition after all. =)
last of all, pls do not hold high expectations of me. lol. since my initial intentions of joining this competition is just to have fun n enjoy e whole process. but i will try my best!

2007-06-22T09:33:00.000+08:00

went into a gay pub!!

last fri went to see movie with jiani n her ex-manager.. n by right, after movie we decided to go home.. BUT. but we went to gay pub instead!! muahahha. ya cos we were talkin about gay stuff at the taxi stand when ni's manager asked us if we want to visit a gay pub a not. of cos we agreed!!

took a cab to some street at tanjong pager.. n now i noe tt if there's ppl who wanted to go tanjong pager this late at night.. they are gg to either gay pubs or lesbians pubs or miscalleanous pubs: meaning those kinda pubs.. cos normal ppl are more likely or preferred to go pubs at clark quey than at tanjong pagar. i admit.. this place look a lot more scarier.. the moment i stepped outta the cab i saw GAYS. GAYS, wearing those tight-fitted and bright colours shirts, with miniature handbags that women carrys over their shoulder n their "lan hua zhi" fingers hanging. n ya, if i remembered correctly, an earring on the left ear tt indicates tt they are the GAYS. ><

we (esp me) took extra notice n observance while we walked down e st. i noticed tt actually, some gays are quite handsome leh. while some look so macho tt they dun looked like gays to me. ugh. imagine em french kissin................. omg.

k so before we went into one of the gay pubs there, ni's manager instructed us to srutinize around the pub quick n fast cos he cant wait to get outta there.. haha. when we went into the building, a lot of the gays there r staring at us!! i think they r wondering y a time n a place like this shld exist gals like us there. lol. or r they actually staring at ni's manager???? wahahahaha. dunno. anw i caught a glimpse of a grp of gays sitting at a corner, one of whom threw his arms over another gay beside him and planted a kiss on his lips. ewww. n tt's it. we were outta e pub.

overall quite exciting haha. mayb we shld try lesbian pub next time.. ya. if i have e courage la.

2007-06-22T09:32:00.000+08:00

eating my big big strawberries...

yum! hehe.

2007-06-10T12:13:00.000+08:00

EXAMS OVER!!

n here comes e hols.

but tt doesnt mean we can lay our back and relax. my schedule for e hols will be doing n rushin e proj for the 1st wk of hols, n den hopefully enjoyin e 2nd wk with my frens.

anw, i didnt come here to report my timetable. i wanted to declare tt third yr in poly

AINT A BED OF ROSES !!!

omg. the tests were quite tough to me... not like anything in yr 2, so i doubt i can score this year. n for the japanese test... it's another exclamation for me. it's not of anything i expected for this paper!!! how come?!?!? the format totally changed! n mariko sensei's words aint trustable anymore. e lesson before the test wk, she told us wad will be tested. n she said this this this, but almost none of the things she said come out in the test paper.

SO DIFFIFICULT LA !! worse still, i was sooooo exhausted during e test tt i could hardly focus on the paper. i even slept on n off while doing e test. shit.

ok nvm about tt. i got even bigger news to annouce.... our sch, Built n Environment, held a

Karaoke Singing Competition . and

i joined..!!!!!!

yes! n the whole thing goes like this. one day after our test we stood outside our classroom when some unknown lecturer came to us n asked who wanna join this competition. all fingers pointed on mi. fine. so e lecturer practically shove e paper to me n asked me to put down my name n hp no. ended up i put down pei wen's no too. haha. she handed me e participation form too. but end up i gave it to yusri... bcos i nv think of participating it. so it turns out tt yusri n kelvin are joinin e competition. so e next day, while i was studying.. somehow my mind drifted to this competition thing. i was thinkin.. cos this is my final year, y not enjoy it to the fullest??

n so i filled in the form.
with my name, along with other participants in the list.
................................................................................................

eww!!! so nervous!!!!!!

wad if i sing e lyrics wrongly? wad if i forgot e lyrics?? wad if my voice sounded like a chicken?? wad if i sing it off-tune??? wad if i looked like a freako on stage?? howw?!??

oh man. jus thinkin about it gave mi a stomach of butterflies...

2007-06-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

i'm back!!!!

before i post my updates here. lemme complete e construction of my bloggie. =)

2007-05-24T10:14:00.001+08:00

E-LEARNING WEEK!!!

ugh here comes another e learning wk. so wad do we do?? finish all e assignments given by fri before 12am and rush all the projects... esp e FYP!!!!! shit la!!! we were told to hand in our research by next wk n we havent gotta touch anything about it yet. so guilty la.

busy busy busy. dun blame me for not updating for another 3 weeks. (anw ur shld get used to it haha) next wk- presentations & preparation for exam... gotta stay late in sch to study again. e wk after next- tests!!!

Wish me gd luck ppl. haiz

2007-05-22T11:04:00.000+08:00

i wan watch Pirates of Carribean (at World's End) !!!!

i wan see my husband johny depp!!! dammit he look so freakingly handsome in these pics. hehe.

statues of SP!!

2007-05-12T12:22:00.000+08:00

look at this couple!!!!! romance in the air!! WAHAHAHAHA

ok this is wad happened.. we were walkin towards our class when we saw them, sitting in front of the small field, opposite our direction. we stopped n watched them ( out of KPO-ness ) and we noticed that they were like 2 statues..! reason is becos throughout the whole period while we were watching them, they sat there, embracing each other, without moving at all !!! like statues lidat. we were kind of like watching show la, lol apparently this scene sort of like stunned us and tt we were wondering y they didnt move at all. anw after tt those guys were like shouting n cheerin all these, even worse beng shouted purposely y i was taking photos there. WTH.

EAT TO THE FULLEST!! =P

2007-04-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

'M BACK!!

sorry guys!! yea i know its been a loooooooong while since i last updated my blog. OPPS cos i realli dun have e mood and energy to write.. 2 mths of ITP and den a sch reopen immediately after tt follow up with several outings wit frens realli drain my energy level out. lets jus say tt i'm happy to be done and over w my ITP period and i love being back to school (at least i can slack and zzz during lectures) and i definitely DO NOT miss foodcourt 1 de food. Yikes. haha

i'll jus have to begin wit yest's event bcos it'll be a lengthy post if i had to describe in details wad happened during my ITP and in sch. hmmm went to M.A.C sales at swissotel merchant court wit jiani.. rched there at ard 10++ near to 11 and had to queue up behind a long row of ppl. we ended up queueing up for 2 hrs before we actually cld went into the ballroom and grab the items. browse thru the whole ballroom for at least 7 rounds before we actually settle on wad we wanted to buy... anw frm wad i saw the ppl there all looked much older than us... even if they are actually the same age as us but cos of their thick make-up tt might caused em look older than how they shld look like in their actual age.. hmm which also makes us look younger than em.. muahahaha.. ttz a good thing..

bought a eyeshadow. love e case..

n the colors..!

along with other items mac eye liner and clinique foundation.. total costs me about $60+

went to vivo in search of jap restaurants after tt cos i told jiani i die die oso wanna eat ramen haha.. she said she felt like eating ramen too so we settled our lunch at Sushi Tei........... WA...! i love the scenery there!!!

sentosa opp.. =D

our small cosy table

jiani

our small seafood steamboat!!

yummy!!!

SLLLLUURP

DAMN SWEET SCALLOP!

jiani's ramen

and mine.. not ve nice tho

one huge bowl of ramen and a steamboat... n they didnt satisfy my stomach at all!!! i still feel like eating lo!! i told ni tt i'm not full at all.. n she gimme this unbelievable look cos she was alr ve bloated. but anw, she still pei me go eat my fav toast after walking n shopping ard for the room of digestion and TADAH~~! my sugar butter toast!!! WOO!

poor jiani.. ve tired..

gotta retire now.. i hope this post could satisfy ur reading needs haha.. cos i think it'll be a long while after i will update my blog again.. lol

2007-03-24T12:42:00.000+08:00

HALLO!!!

ok i'm finally updating post. 1stly... i'd like to congrate myself for scoring a "not-bad" results!!! one 'C', one 'A' and the rest 'B's... i tut i will did worse that tt, besides its true tt i think i did not did well for my exams and hadnt really try my best for it, esp during the 1st semester. so when i saw the result slip, it was realli quite a surprise to me. yea a nice surprise for sure.. i shld sae it's all thanks to our lecturers for being lenient and merciful on us haha..

hmm 3 wks more to the end of ITP... n i cant wait to celebrate this moment. i have no idea whether i'm fortunate or not to have myself being sent to this company to receive this kinda treatment. some told me tt i shld feel contented to have something to kept myself busy and at e same time learn something new n gain some experience whilst e others did not. the others sympathize my situation and simply asked me to cheer up. it's true tt i have learned a lot of stuff there, and tt i have earned n achieved something else in which most others didnt. i even have my own project to do back there, which makes me feel a kind of satisfaction in designing my very 1st building, even tho i'm just an attachment student. tt's the point, however, tt everytime i went to work i felt so pressurized. i felt tt wadever i do there, every inch of movement, every single word i said, was being judged by my nasty boss there, and the grade she will give to me will marks how poorly i performed. yes i call her nasty bcos she's jus such a horrible women.. anw long story.. shall onli bring up this topic again if i had e time..

a tiresome job with great colleagues but terrible boss.... haix
until the end of my itp, i shall live so UN- peacefully under the eyes of the witch.

2007-02-24T14:59:00.000+08:00

chi new yr 2nd day...

pa woke me up early in the morning and brought us to discovery centre. ya sounds a bit stupid but well, my sister wanted to go discovery centre and my pa hardly got a chance to bring us out...... i was reluctant to go but wad to do..?

ok the 1st feature i saw when we rched there was the fountain

(look at the weather.. wad a pleasant morning!!)

looks very much like the mcritchie reservoir de hor??

seriously.. arent there any other methods or designs to build a fountain??

anw.. besides the staff there, the whole place was deserted (who will go there early in e morning sia??)

then we proceed to the shooting gallery and paid $4 for each person i think, e max time we can go is just 20 mins. my jie n i compete 1st, and e staff there were teaching us how to use the real army rifle or gun or wadever hell the thing called, den we begin to play and shoot e enemies to death. um the rifle is damn heavy lo.. overall quite fun but ex la...

hmm deserted canteen

to the shooting gallery!!

my jie.. omg she wear dress den she stand until lidat..

the game.. a bit like cs

my papa's turn..

my mummy.. expressing the look of B-O-R-E-D-O-M

ya. tts all. we went there jus to play the rifle. zzzzz. haha most of ur nv see my mummy n my jie b4 rite?? here's it!tada~ *smiles* in the girls toilet.. who's e prettiest among us?? me rite..? wahahaha of cos la..

eh-hem me.. er dress code a bit sloppy tt day cos i dun feel like dressing up..

yep.. after tt my pa drag me down to my ah ma's hse to bai nian.. he had to drag me down bcos i dun feel like gg.. in fact, i hate gg there bcos i dislike my cousins n everytime i go there i had to like entertain myself. so boring. even the shows they watched are boring. den my aunties always chatted non-stop so LOUDLY and speak so coarsely. can u imagine i still had to pretend to be happy when i take e ang baos frm em while in actual fact i loathe the sight of them and i hate being there. in e end i went there bcos like wad my pa told me, " go there at least reveal ur existence and show ur filial to ur ah ma "

i did wad my pa instructed me and was forced to go there. within an hr when i announced my departure to my ah ma, she asked me, "y the hurry to leave?? i always nv see u one leh. stay la!" i felt sorry for my ah ma.. but i realli cant stand to stay any longer.. before i said anything further i heard my aunty scolding me. she was like yelling at me lo! she asked me i go where, i told her tt i'm gg to a frenz hse. den she asked me, who bigger, ur fren or me (my aunt), i kept quiet, meanwhile i'm thinking, "my parents didnt even scold me for tt, who r u to scold me!!!" den she shouted, "u better stay hor!! if u dun stay next time i dun give u ang bao! c look at ur sister, so guai, y cant u be like her!?" fooooooking bitch.. (its new yr but sorry but i'm so agitated rite now) DUN GIVE DUN GIVE LA!!! like as if i want to take.. wth.. i dun take things frm ppl i dun like ok.. i take them for the sake of my parents lo! neverthelessly, i still left the hse and head to my pa's frenz hse.. she gave me a $60 ang bao lo, tt realli cheer me up tho.

ppl tell me, issit realli wrong not to go bai nian to e relatives' u dun like?? i mean, some ppl i noe dun go bai nian to their relatives' hse.. and i dun see they did made a fuss about it. i tut i can do it too, but apparently things turn out to be another way round tho..

HAPPY CNY!!

2007-02-18T14:37:00.000+08:00

YO PEEPS!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!

hehe. hope ur get lotsa ang baos n eat lotsa gd food. n wish ur luck for gambling!!! =P

one mth and 13 days count down

2007-02-17T11:20:00.000+08:00

I ANNOUNCE TO THE WORLD TT MY ITP IS ENORMOUSLY, UTTERLY, TREMENDOUSLY, EXTREMELY

BORING

that's not i thought initially.

on the 1st day, i was half an hr early down at the doorstep of my company namely E123. ok i panicked of cos, bcos i was told to report at 830am when the door is locked without a single soul inside. den on the other hand my heart lighten up when i tut mayb they r not working on mondays, or mayb they cancel this working day out of emergency.. which is
wishful thoughts.

.... i finally c a person walking towards me ard 9am while tt stranger peered at me with curiosity. den he said, "oh, u muz be tt attachment student" i was like "ya..." while in the meantime i was thinking whether i shld tell him tt i'd been here for half an hr. den i decided not to.

after which the following colleagues had arrived, they introduced themselves to me. den immediately after tt i was being taught how to use autocad and was assigned a drawng.. i was like "HUH???? SO FAST?!?"
and so i spent my whole day drawng autocad, in the meantime entertained myself with e sms-es from my dear frenz, exchanging news n all tt.

1st day alr so tedious... e ppl there like realli wan me to learn something lo!!! den the boss quite strict oso.. (ttz y i hate lady boss.. always law by law one.. WTH) being sarcastic n all these. but my colleages are quite fine though.. ve friendly and sociable.. sometimes sharing experience wit me.. den listen to their gossip.

presenting to u of how i spent a wk in this dull office... UGH I HATE OFFICE WORK!!

my table.. er a bit messy heh

one section of e blueprint

almost done!

more drawings

me n my full time companion!!

yep.. for e whole wk i've been drawing n drawing mindlessly. n before my drawing came to an end, they handed mi another blueprint again. this time round i'm sppose to draw beams, columns, pilecaps, blablabla. i tut "fine.. jus draw lo! got things to do better than nothing to do" den it was until today i exchange itp news wit weiqi tt i felt totally dejected bou my itp life. his tasks there was just to do the architecture stuff like count windows, print drawings and do stuff like data editor or wad. and ytd they left early for celebration of new yr at hotel lo! look at me! i spent a whole day drawing and cld onli leave at 6pm. wtf. n do u now how tiring it is to stare at the com for a whole day?? on a few occasions i find myself dozing off without knowing tt my boss past by.
anw if she did saw tt, wad the heck. i'm not a staff there, n she's not in charge of grading mi oso.

even so, i still had to console myself tt at least i had learn something there, while the others dont. or, at least i am fortunate to get along wit my colleages. or, at least i am able to leave work ~~on time~~ - not.